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Dec 09, 2005 02:08

Don't you hate it when you're in a bad mood and you know you shouldn't be? I keep getting like that lately. It's just little things that're adding up. It's not even things that happen to me, which makes it even worse. For instance, a good female friend of mine is pregnant, and has a kid already. Her boyfriend (NOT husband, something that also makes me mad) is a total jerk to her. Both of the kids are his, as well. She doesn't live anywhere near me, so I can't just go off and kick his ass like I want to. Instead, I just listen to things like how her day went, and I give her somebody to rant to. Seems the only reason she's with this guy is because she's pregnant. I've convinced her that once she has this kid, we'll talk about getting her out of there if he's still treating her like shit, even if it means going as far as to buy her and her then two kids a plane ticket elsewhere. I'll even go as far as to clean out my car, drive to the middle of nowhere that she lives, pick up her and all her stuff, and drive her somewhere safe. I've had enough of my female friends being fucked with when I've got the ability to do something about it again.
That's not all of my anger, though. Oh no, not by a longshot. Another thing that's begun to piss me off lately is...well, let me start off by saying that if you're a friend of mine on mIRC, you're on my notify list. This means that if you quit, and then you come back but somewhere else, I know. It may not be done to avoid me, but if you don't tell me that you're doing it to avoid somebody else, you're just gonna piss me off. There's somebody doing it RIGHT NOW, and I'm on the verge of strangling him to death for it. He's not the only one to do it, either! Somebody that I hardly know was doing it to a friend of mine, and I caught her because I got bored and randomly did a whois on her nick just to try and pass some time. Imagine my surprise when I found out she was actually still on. She got lucky, though...I was calm and civil when I asked her wtf was going on. She felt bad and stopped...supposedly. I don't care enough to check if she still is.
Btw, the new modern RP has been canceled. Instead, the #bmchat one has started! I kinda feel bad, though... I got on Himei's case kinda harshly about it being delayed for so long...but it was enough to convince her to start it up the next day. However, if any of you punks out here still wanna modern rp with me, #dirtydozen is a place that I do it at still. All of this is on Sorcery, naturally.
Okay, I've let out enough tension for now. I'm a bit more relaxed. Not too much, but that's all right. Life's been very stress-free since the military and I parted ways. Anyway, I'm gonna get back to doing nothing. Catch y'all later.
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