go crazyyyyyyyyyyy
the past few weeks have been super crazy. full of lies, theft, deciet(towards me..), bad spelling feel crappy about myself and heart break. lots of dumb details i kicked out mike and then matt and nicole isnt talking to me anymore. things are better between me and mike matt lied his face off and stole my medicine and i saw that mike wasnt the crazy psycho...my bad i could of got him in lots of trouble for something he never actually did. well it's all better now..sorta. i told nicole matt hadda go and she flipped and acted real ballsy and stopped talking to me. oh well. she can have fun with theif drug addict boyfriend who will just bring her down. i changed the locks on all my doors. and realized i have some amazing friends who come through even when im going crazy. (i.e. nikki d and jess and amanda) me and nikki had some fun times through the suckyness that included spending money we didnt have and going out to eat to much with lots and lots of working but oh well. me and mikey went to good will the other day and the movies it was fun i got some awesome stuff super cheap and epic movie was tres funny. on a side excitment THE NEW GEORGIA BOOK COMES OUT APRIL 24TH!!!!!!! "LOVE IS A MANY TROUSERED THING" ! so much fucking love! :::::squeeeee::::
anywho aside from that this week has been sucky and im not digging school this semester but other then that im going to a scavenger hunt with caitlin and everyone tonight and i'm excited it should be a lot of fun and i need it. ive been sleeping at the wrong times and throwing everything out of wack. that sucks. my sinuses are still uber super retarted but i'm going to see the padre tomorrow and i get a whole hour! cause i made two visits right after another. then me and mikey are taking the wee 1 roller skating. i also decided my choice of boys suck. the ones i like always hurt me or use me and frankly im sick of it. the one that likes me i want nothing to do with and people i think i actually have a chance with and that they wanna be with me 2 i find out they completly ignored me and now have a different girlfriend. that sucks. a lot. it kinda hurt but shouldn't i be used it to it by now? but i'm glad there happy even if it isn't with me it just kinda sucks. i thought we were closer then that.
ummmmmmmmmm what else can i ramble about... nikki had work till 2 so she couldnt come pick me up so i'm waiting for someone else to come get me and figured i make with the updating since i have till 11 to sit here.
anywho i'm done peace out kids !!! < 333
anywho aside from that this week has been sucky and im not digging school this semester but other then that im going to a scavenger hunt with caitlin and everyone tonight and i'm excited it should be a lot of fun and i need it. ive been sleeping at the wrong times and throwing everything out of wack. that sucks. my sinuses are still uber super retarted but i'm going to see the padre tomorrow and i get a whole hour! cause i made two visits right after another. then me and mikey are taking the wee 1 roller skating. i also decided my choice of boys suck. the ones i like always hurt me or use me and frankly im sick of it. the one that likes me i want nothing to do with and people i think i actually have a chance with and that they wanna be with me 2 i find out they completly ignored me and now have a different girlfriend. that sucks. a lot. it kinda hurt but shouldn't i be used it to it by now? but i'm glad there happy even if it isn't with me it just kinda sucks. i thought we were closer then that.
ummmmmmmmmm what else can i ramble about... nikki had work till 2 so she couldnt come pick me up so i'm waiting for someone else to come get me and figured i make with the updating since i have till 11 to sit here.
anywho i'm done peace out kids !!! < 333