dont waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head..
ahhh, im in such a shitty mood. i love how it comes outta no where as well..wut the hell is that. i have practice 2nite and i reallly dont wanna go. does anybody? ahh at the moment i jus feel lik screamin im not angry but ahhhhhh things r dumb..im sick of attemptin 2 hide stuff but tryin 2 let it out in a secretive way only 4 it 2 eff over neway..here i go again.. not writtin wut i actually want 2 but ehh whatever no1 reads this anyway.. ahh ill stop bein dumb now i guess this is just me bein stupid i guess. hahah susan's a funny 1 she jus randomly IMed me sayin sumthin that normally shuddnt be funny but it made me laugh so horray 4 her? ( i jus hadda add that) mhmm..well my mood has slightly elevated.. slighty went from rather gloomy to umm a bit on the not happy side? little giggle i got earlier? but umm on 2 the rest of my thoughts? i went over 2 walgreens 2day and used the computer thingy its an appilcation and interview all in one. it took a pretty long time. at least 20 or so mins. i really hope i get a job there. it seems like a nice atmosphere only it slighty reminds me of the movie the good girl haha umm i find it funny how my mood can change so much from the begginin of my entry 2 then end of it heh owell? lets see wut else can i go on about..i havnt talked 2 jack in awhile...i would really like to though.. so that kinda stinks... on a side note i love findin thing out months n months later that u wish u knew then..okay im done..dont pay ne attention 2 this entry jus me rambling