Kun joulu on, kun joulu on...
Gah, I SO wish Christmas was over already!
Unless someone comes on a white horse to save me tomorrow, I am stuck in this place for the following 2 days at least, all alone and it doesn't seem fun at all. I mean, back at my home town it wasn't a problem for me to stay in for 2 days in a row, without going out at all, but I wasn't alone. And now I am. And this is the worst thing for my mental stability.
I've got books, I've got movies and some Finnish excerices to keep myself busy with, but being all alone here drives me insane. It makes me feel very bad both physically and mentally. I know for sure that I will never be able to live alone and I can't understand those people who do.
So as I said, in case nothing will change tomorrow, be prepared to see some quite depressed posts in your flists.
It does piss me off sometimes how I am never pleased. Just a short while ago I was telling Mr. Nice Guy how I really miss those days, when I can just stay home and die of boredom, and I really did and what now? I have two purrfect days to get all the boredom there is and I am not happy again! I'd rather go to work even! But I also know that once work will start again, I will be whining again! Geez...
Anyhoes, the reason I am posting is to show you this http://www.music-photocalypse.net/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=69 a bunch of wonderful pics from Raskasta Joulua show made by a friend of mine. Enjoy :)
Unless someone comes on a white horse to save me tomorrow, I am stuck in this place for the following 2 days at least, all alone and it doesn't seem fun at all. I mean, back at my home town it wasn't a problem for me to stay in for 2 days in a row, without going out at all, but I wasn't alone. And now I am. And this is the worst thing for my mental stability.
I've got books, I've got movies and some Finnish excerices to keep myself busy with, but being all alone here drives me insane. It makes me feel very bad both physically and mentally. I know for sure that I will never be able to live alone and I can't understand those people who do.
So as I said, in case nothing will change tomorrow, be prepared to see some quite depressed posts in your flists.
It does piss me off sometimes how I am never pleased. Just a short while ago I was telling Mr. Nice Guy how I really miss those days, when I can just stay home and die of boredom, and I really did and what now? I have two purrfect days to get all the boredom there is and I am not happy again! I'd rather go to work even! But I also know that once work will start again, I will be whining again! Geez...
Anyhoes, the reason I am posting is to show you this http://www.music-photocalypse.net/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=69 a bunch of wonderful pics from Raskasta Joulua show made by a friend of mine. Enjoy :)