When letting go is never easy
During this whole week every morning I got to see the beginning of sunrise. And it looks somewhat different in Finland for some reason. It looks like someone raises the curtain bit by bit for the play of the new day to start. Or maybe it is because I never saw the sunrise at such a stage.. or never paid attention to it..
Finally this insane week is over. It was really cool, I spoke more Finnish than ever, but at the same time it was quite exhausting. I was sleepy and tired all the time. The teachers and Finns praised my Finnish and the way I speak it, because there is hardly any foreign accent in my pronunciation and because I use spoken language - it sounds very natural. I just wish I knew more grammar and more words. For the whole week I was going to sit and study some more, but every time, when I got home from the uni, I was too sleepy to study. But well... I guess I should be proud of my achievements after only 2 months of living here.
I really start to see how much this new life changed me as a person and how many things could be and are different now. Too bad some people will never understand it.
I bought my ticket for the upcoming Poets of The Fall gig @ Tavastia in November. It happens for the 2nd time that I buy a ticket to their gig with the last money I have. Then there are Poisonblack at the end of November, so I will go and have some orgasms. And I also can't decide if I should go to Helldone on the New Year's eve or not. It is so hard for me to pay 45e for HIM.
Now there is such a nice weather outside and nobody wants to go out for a walk :(
The devil may smile with an angel's face
A cat may be stolen of its grace
They say it's just a matter of time and place... A matter of time and place...
Finally this insane week is over. It was really cool, I spoke more Finnish than ever, but at the same time it was quite exhausting. I was sleepy and tired all the time. The teachers and Finns praised my Finnish and the way I speak it, because there is hardly any foreign accent in my pronunciation and because I use spoken language - it sounds very natural. I just wish I knew more grammar and more words. For the whole week I was going to sit and study some more, but every time, when I got home from the uni, I was too sleepy to study. But well... I guess I should be proud of my achievements after only 2 months of living here.
I really start to see how much this new life changed me as a person and how many things could be and are different now. Too bad some people will never understand it.
I bought my ticket for the upcoming Poets of The Fall gig @ Tavastia in November. It happens for the 2nd time that I buy a ticket to their gig with the last money I have. Then there are Poisonblack at the end of November, so I will go and have some orgasms. And I also can't decide if I should go to Helldone on the New Year's eve or not. It is so hard for me to pay 45e for HIM.
Now there is such a nice weather outside and nobody wants to go out for a walk :(
The devil may smile with an angel's face
A cat may be stolen of its grace
They say it's just a matter of time and place... A matter of time and place...