I'm out of cheeks to turn the other way
This post will be somewhat random, because I can't be bothered to write separate posts about everything that bothers me, I'll just spam your flists then ;)
Anyhow.
Going out for a "short" while + a big bottle of Martini = me crawling on my knees back home at almost 3am + having to wake up at 8 = sleep over, but no hangover! Yey! Actually I think I've got too much life lately, too much for my taste. I avoided going out every night when I was sick and trust me, it was my only excuse and even then they still managed to drag me out for a while. But yesterday my really kind-hearted mom ratted me, while I was doing some grocery shopping, and told my friend that I am feeling much better... So my excuse didn't work anymore *ahem* Does anybody like Campari here, btw? It tastes just like my cough medicine and I wonder who could actually like it. Also there is still a line of people, with whom I agreed to meet after my cold will go away *sigh* I don't wanna!! I waste too much money then and it's not the best idea now with all the moving and stuff... Also playing sharades is so much fun, when you play with pervs like me :DD
Now.. next thing... I am officially not a student in this country anymore. I left the uni today. Gosh, first the hell you get in and then the hell you get out. I'd never solve all this stuff and get my diploma back without my dad's connections. This country really sucks.
And the last, but not the least.... Finns... :DDD I should either take off my naked back pic from my IG profile or take off my msn add xDD "I had to add you 'cause you're so hot"... And when I say that I am Russian, I get "no wonder you look so good" in reply. Laughing my ass off for the whole day.
But on the other hand... I so hate it when men treat me like a piece of meat. The only thing they are interested in is my body/my ass/my face/whateverpartofmybody, but not in my personality, not in what I am! I stated it right from the beginning that there is no way in hell they will see anything else but my face on the webcam. There are enough sluts on the internet, so please go and spend your time there, kthx. You can't even have a normal conversation with guys like that, because they can only tell you how hot you are or ask you to turn on your webcam. They usually don't stay in my msn list longer than a day or two.
Toni might've been an ass from head to toes, but I don't think that my physical presence was ever a priority, at least he never made me feel that way. I just hate being treated like that. Those guys should get themselves some inflatable dolls and stfu *sighs and rolls eyes* I have a personality and that's what I want people to see and like me for.
Is there a hero somewhere, someone who will never walk away?
Anyhow.
Going out for a "short" while + a big bottle of Martini = me crawling on my knees back home at almost 3am + having to wake up at 8 = sleep over, but no hangover! Yey! Actually I think I've got too much life lately, too much for my taste. I avoided going out every night when I was sick and trust me, it was my only excuse and even then they still managed to drag me out for a while. But yesterday my really kind-hearted mom ratted me, while I was doing some grocery shopping, and told my friend that I am feeling much better... So my excuse didn't work anymore *ahem* Does anybody like Campari here, btw? It tastes just like my cough medicine and I wonder who could actually like it. Also there is still a line of people, with whom I agreed to meet after my cold will go away *sigh* I don't wanna!! I waste too much money then and it's not the best idea now with all the moving and stuff... Also playing sharades is so much fun, when you play with pervs like me :DD
Now.. next thing... I am officially not a student in this country anymore. I left the uni today. Gosh, first the hell you get in and then the hell you get out. I'd never solve all this stuff and get my diploma back without my dad's connections. This country really sucks.
And the last, but not the least.... Finns... :DDD I should either take off my naked back pic from my IG profile or take off my msn add xDD "I had to add you 'cause you're so hot"... And when I say that I am Russian, I get "no wonder you look so good" in reply. Laughing my ass off for the whole day.
But on the other hand... I so hate it when men treat me like a piece of meat. The only thing they are interested in is my body/my ass/my face/whateverpartofmybody, but not in my personality, not in what I am! I stated it right from the beginning that there is no way in hell they will see anything else but my face on the webcam. There are enough sluts on the internet, so please go and spend your time there, kthx. You can't even have a normal conversation with guys like that, because they can only tell you how hot you are or ask you to turn on your webcam. They usually don't stay in my msn list longer than a day or two.
Toni might've been an ass from head to toes, but I don't think that my physical presence was ever a priority, at least he never made me feel that way. I just hate being treated like that. Those guys should get themselves some inflatable dolls and stfu *sighs and rolls eyes* I have a personality and that's what I want people to see and like me for.
Is there a hero somewhere, someone who will never walk away?