Please?
I was supposed to write a post about Ystävänpäivä yesterday.. but.. it was such a mess that in the end it was the best for me not to try to put my thoughts in words here. It started a bit sad, then my mood improved, then it crashed completely, then I got wasted with my friend and it kinda got better.. for a while.. My valentine's day ended with me gathering the little pieces of my heart around my room and throwing them in the garbage can.
Still I'd like to wish you all a happy belated holiday.
In that post that I never got to write, I wanted to say that maybe we still need a day to celebrate love/friendship, because it somehow outstands from our usual routine, then I was about to tell you about that connection I share with a certain person and how much it means to me, I was about to tell how much I love you all...But..
There are people who will do their best to ruin your kindest intentions. And in the end they'll blame you for everything. I came to a conclusion that maybe I deserve at least a little something in this world.. like some respect, love and attention. I definitely did nothing to be treated like a rag.
But it's those little (and not so little) things I hide, that make me smile today.