People who love cats have some of the biggest hearts around

[shadow_wolfess]

*sigh* I just don`t get it. What the hell is going on?!! Everything was getting back to normal, dreams becoming true, problems getting solved and now all of a sudden everything stopped. It`s like stuck in the air! The way to the dream is paused and that pause may lead to a complete crash. And the worst part is that I have this feeling in my heart again, that feeling that calmed down a bit last week.. the feeling of longing that`s growing and growing and I`m afraid that soon my heart will be too little for it... But I feel that I can`t stop, I shouldn`t...

There’s no point in being careful
I’ll burn bridges anyway
There’s no point in talking vicious
I’ve nothing cutting left to say
I’ve achieved my own survival
I’ve refined my own sweet hell
There’s no point in craving beauty
When you’ll tear me anyhow...

And don`t say that you care...