I'm in therapy
It's different this time. I finally have a therapist that actually understands oppression and so far shit has been good.
Gonna do some tests to narrow down my diagnosis bc I really am in need of a reevaluation but slow and steady wins the race.
Cybersecurity is going great, it never stops being interesting for me.
Almost 400 followers on threads. Idek what to do now like I guess the traction is a good thing. I'll have to keep amplifying posts so more people can see what's happening.
Genocide is fucking bad and wrong and I have no respect for anyone who isn't speaking up about it. I'm seriously cutting off every last person who hasn't had the heart to say anything because WTF, what if it was YOU and your fucking family being mercilessly slaughtered? People claim to be on the left or want a better world and do ZERO to get it. I'm just sick of the fucking hypocrisy.
I've never cared less for religion than I do these fucking days. I don't give a shit what you believe in, it shouldn't be causing any of the shit we're having to deal with in this stupid fucking world. This world sucks. Children are dying and there are adults online CHEERING it on. Fucking pigs. Every last one of em.
I can't wait to move overseas. I've been done with this shithole country. Glad I'm on birth control. I should just get my tubes tied, why even fucking wait for a fascist country to fucking force me to give birth if I don't want to. Like as far as I'm concerned I don't want to raise children in a world that does nothing but abuse them. In every way imaginable. This world is fucking trash and garbage and I'm fucking disgusted.
People online are fucking dense and don't fucking read and believe in propaganda 24/7 like what the absolute fuck. Most of the shit I think about just has to be vomited here because idk I don't feel like I can express wtf I really think online without some dumbass trying to be right all the fucking time knowing damn well they're wrong and I don't give a shit about them.
Like this idiot who tried to tag the fucking cops bc someone was going on strike while he's on vacation. Like yes you fucking asshole, you deserve to be BOOED! Cost of living is already up and these fucking employers won't give their employees their dues or benefits! And of all people it was a Black man like can you even fucking believe it. The audacity to call the pigs that would put your ass down in a heartbeat just bc they can like I swear some niggas is dumb af idgaf. Like you get a little bit of money and all the sudden you think you can sic the cops on people whenever you want? You're not fucking white dumbass. God wtf, sometimes I think we're hopeless fr. It's stupid af.
I have so much to type and write up but I think I may be visiting a sibling soon and I'm trying to figure out how I will continue my studies while I'm visiting. I'll probably have to bring my laptop.
I've never been more glad to be single. The amount of fucking people not even having their shit together all while being in a relationship is fucking laughable to me. Like yall have fun with that shit. lmfao I'm just gonna continue to heal and fucking get all my accolades alone so that no fucking selfish asshole can EVER say it was because of them that I did something. Fuck that. It's all going to be ALL ME bitch.
They all gonna die mad bet lmfaoooooo
Gonna do some tests to narrow down my diagnosis bc I really am in need of a reevaluation but slow and steady wins the race.
Cybersecurity is going great, it never stops being interesting for me.
Almost 400 followers on threads. Idek what to do now like I guess the traction is a good thing. I'll have to keep amplifying posts so more people can see what's happening.
Genocide is fucking bad and wrong and I have no respect for anyone who isn't speaking up about it. I'm seriously cutting off every last person who hasn't had the heart to say anything because WTF, what if it was YOU and your fucking family being mercilessly slaughtered? People claim to be on the left or want a better world and do ZERO to get it. I'm just sick of the fucking hypocrisy.
I've never cared less for religion than I do these fucking days. I don't give a shit what you believe in, it shouldn't be causing any of the shit we're having to deal with in this stupid fucking world. This world sucks. Children are dying and there are adults online CHEERING it on. Fucking pigs. Every last one of em.
I can't wait to move overseas. I've been done with this shithole country. Glad I'm on birth control. I should just get my tubes tied, why even fucking wait for a fascist country to fucking force me to give birth if I don't want to. Like as far as I'm concerned I don't want to raise children in a world that does nothing but abuse them. In every way imaginable. This world is fucking trash and garbage and I'm fucking disgusted.
People online are fucking dense and don't fucking read and believe in propaganda 24/7 like what the absolute fuck. Most of the shit I think about just has to be vomited here because idk I don't feel like I can express wtf I really think online without some dumbass trying to be right all the fucking time knowing damn well they're wrong and I don't give a shit about them.
Like this idiot who tried to tag the fucking cops bc someone was going on strike while he's on vacation. Like yes you fucking asshole, you deserve to be BOOED! Cost of living is already up and these fucking employers won't give their employees their dues or benefits! And of all people it was a Black man like can you even fucking believe it. The audacity to call the pigs that would put your ass down in a heartbeat just bc they can like I swear some niggas is dumb af idgaf. Like you get a little bit of money and all the sudden you think you can sic the cops on people whenever you want? You're not fucking white dumbass. God wtf, sometimes I think we're hopeless fr. It's stupid af.
I have so much to type and write up but I think I may be visiting a sibling soon and I'm trying to figure out how I will continue my studies while I'm visiting. I'll probably have to bring my laptop.
I've never been more glad to be single. The amount of fucking people not even having their shit together all while being in a relationship is fucking laughable to me. Like yall have fun with that shit. lmfao I'm just gonna continue to heal and fucking get all my accolades alone so that no fucking selfish asshole can EVER say it was because of them that I did something. Fuck that. It's all going to be ALL ME bitch.
They all gonna die mad bet lmfaoooooo