Feb 27, 2004 22:02
If someone could tell me why the hell I keep jinxing myself, I'd be very much obliged. Cause remember when I said I was scared of therapists and stuff? Well, guess what? My ma thinks I'm crazy so I'm going to go see a shrink (okay, student counselor, whatthehellever ><) at some point. -__-;;;
Flash flash bang bang, peeps, I don't want to read "Mental Health Clinic" on the Caller ID anymore. I'd rather stab it. Fucking nubs should quit calling me and making me feel like throwing things off balconies and breaking buildings and screaming, "STUPID SILVER DEPRESSED NEKO, BE HAPPY DAMMIT!!" Shit shit shit on a stick stick stick ><;;
Right, I saw the doctor person yesterday and while I was listening to her I sat on the tall cushion thing with a sore throat, being a little pissed-off ball of rage mentally muttering curses to the doc as well as swearing my usual string of words that "make sailors blush" as everyone tells me. Example:
Me: *thinking* Go on! Curse my existance! Tell me how much my life sucks, you bitch! I don't care! I know it sucks! Knock yourself out! That's several minutes down the fucking drain and could have been used to do something worth while!
Docter: ...blah blah how come your hair looks dirty OMGZ you don't look like you take care of yourself blah blah blah [insert some more shit because the bitch needed something to complain about]
Me: I hope you DIE FUCKER RARARARARARARARAR!!
Then after about an hour of bullshit, the thoughts shifted. From "pissed off and homicidal" to "oh my freaking GODS, I'm going to puke".
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I FELT NAUSEATED FOR THE REST OF THE APPOINTMENT, ISN'T THAT GREAT?! And with a sore throat too, whooooo! Luckily I didn't upchuck on myself or on the doctor (although I wouldn't have really minded that, it would have amused me to no end XD)
BUT WAIT! MRS. PARK HAD TO WALTZ ONTO THE SCENE, CALL MY MOTHER, AND GIVE HER HOMEWORK FOR ME TO DO WHILE I'M STILL AS SICK AS HELL! Oooooooh, FUCK! I don't want to talk about THAT subject anymore since it'll make me hate her even more, and my hatred is bad. Yes.
After that doctor shit, I got back here and I'll be damned if I still want to break things. Bad days make Silver the sad. Sad sad Silver.
And it's so great, because when I get back to school I'll have to turn in a project that didn't get a chance to work on and will end up with a big fat F on it. YAY FOR ME. YAY.
On the plus side, I went to an Evanescence concert on Tuesday. Booyaka.
I should email people and comment and stuff but I'm tired and anything I'd type at the moment would be overwrought with anger, frustration, and random yellings of parts of the male anatomy.
Mmm, pizza (shut up) helps though. And manga. Yay for Rurouni Kenshin. Yay I say.
...someone comment. Onegai shimasu ne ><;;;
I take my leave.
EDIT: Okay, I realize that I posted yesterday with some random crap, but I just heard about the whole student counselor thing like last night when I was really tired and didn't feel like blogging, and that's when what happened when I saw that bitch finally got to me. So I finally decided to post it. Yep, just wanted that to be cleared up. And stuff. Yeah.