Mrrrgh. Nnnngh.
It's late at night, and I'm really tired. I shouldn't really be very tired, as it's only about... 2:07, and I've stayed up until about 4 most of the days this past weekend, but truth be told, I'm feeling really miserable at the moment. Don't know what it is, I've felt fine up until today... IF I had to define a reason for it, it would be like if I was a Sims character, and my "Social" bar is freaking solid red, and I'm currently waving at whoever's controlling me, waving and crying and so forth. Or maybe I'm just tired and should go to bed, and tomorrow morning I'll be sunshine and roses and Miss Funny again. It sucks when you run out of energy forcing yourself to be happy. --;
I'm tired of being home. Being home sucks BALLS. My mom is never paying attention, my friends are all either way out of town or completely uninterested in actually seeing me, and I miss Shannan a lot. AND I haven't been getting any work done at all, hardly. All that cool updating stuff that I was going to do over this weekend was apparently a load of crap, because I can't motivate myself to do anything. I'm just feeling dumb and lonely and sad and sick at the moment, and I have no idea why I'm bothering typing this into a LiveJournal like a whiney baby instead of just going to get some stomach medicine. I think I might do that...
I'm tired of being home. Being home sucks BALLS. My mom is never paying attention, my friends are all either way out of town or completely uninterested in actually seeing me, and I miss Shannan a lot. AND I haven't been getting any work done at all, hardly. All that cool updating stuff that I was going to do over this weekend was apparently a load of crap, because I can't motivate myself to do anything. I'm just feeling dumb and lonely and sad and sick at the moment, and I have no idea why I'm bothering typing this into a LiveJournal like a whiney baby instead of just going to get some stomach medicine. I think I might do that...