I am sorry, Adam.ellefemmeApril 15 2006, 05:09:34 UTC
I deserved that.
OK, Adam, I am sorry. I was very mad when I wrote most of that, which though that is not an excuse, did have an influence. I stopped getting rides with you, Adam, because it was (I thought) more convenient for you to not have to pick me up, and since my dad had just had his car wreck, I wanted to spend more time with him. I do like to get rides with you, and I would like to ride with you on Monday morning, if that is OK. Please give me a call tomorrow. I am sorry that I have been calling you a bastard; it was unwarranted, as was my cussing you out in French at Prom. I will refrain from doing so in the future.
Now, something that bothers me rather a lot. (Just as a side note, I was not 'following Cory into a religion,' I was taking both him and Iris Drebensteadt up on an offer to come to North Side. I have been a Christian for 9 years, and have NO intention of turning my back on God.) I am very sad that you see me as a hypocrite. I know that I have acted like one, and that pains me. Also, I don't think that I made my stance on the whole I-like-girls-and-yet-I-am-a-Christian thing clear. I have thought and prayed on it a LOT, even before this past week. Yes, I am attracted to girls. I am moreso attracted to guys. I also love God. I love God MUCH MORE than I like girls (OR guys), and I intend to live according to how He wants me to live (aka, no girls). I have not been very faithful to Him in some of my recent actions, something for which I am very sad and can only ask His forgiveness, and yours. I have been stupid. I have been a jerk. I have not acted in a way that pleases or glorifies God. I am sorry. I hope to talk to you sometime soon. I promise that I will behave myself. Goodnight, Adam.
OK, Adam, I am sorry. I was very mad when I wrote most of that, which though that is not an excuse, did have an influence. I stopped getting rides with you, Adam, because it was (I thought) more convenient for you to not have to pick me up, and since my dad had just had his car wreck, I wanted to spend more time with him. I do like to get rides with you, and I would like to ride with you on Monday morning, if that is OK. Please give me a call tomorrow.
I am sorry that I have been calling you a bastard; it was unwarranted, as was my cussing you out in French at Prom. I will refrain from doing so in the future.
Now, something that bothers me rather a lot. (Just as a side note, I was not 'following Cory into a religion,' I was taking both him and Iris Drebensteadt up on an offer to come to North Side. I have been a Christian for 9 years, and have NO intention of turning my back on God.) I am very sad that you see me as a hypocrite. I know that I have acted like one, and that pains me. Also, I don't think that I made my stance on the whole I-like-girls-and-yet-I-am-a-Christian thing clear. I have thought and prayed on it a LOT, even before this past week. Yes, I am attracted to girls. I am moreso attracted to guys. I also love God. I love God MUCH MORE than I like girls (OR guys), and I intend to live according to how He wants me to live (aka, no girls). I have not been very faithful to Him in some of my recent actions, something for which I am very sad and can only ask His forgiveness, and yours.
I have been stupid.
I have been a jerk.
I have not acted in a way that pleases or glorifies God.
I am sorry.
I hope to talk to you sometime soon. I promise that I will behave myself.
Goodnight, Adam.
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