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Ok folks, for those of you who saw my last post, I apologize. It was uncalled for. As some of you know about me, I have a very bad habit of always blaming myself when something goes wrong between me and someone else. I had a misunderstanding with someone I thought was a friend, and when things went bad I blamed myself... But since that post, I took a long step back, looked at what was said, which was about a Game and should not be this big of a deal. I came to the conclusion that while, yes, I phrased something badly, I did not mean it the way it was taken. I explained this to the person who took such considerable offense to my question. Instead of showing any interest in potentially fixing the problem between us, I was treated like crap, which hurt my feelings, and since I have honestly have whole libraries, never mind issues... I fell into one of my "it has to be my fault" episodes. I have since thought about it and realized, except for phrasing something badly while half asleep, I have done nothing wrong, but someone I considered a friend went out of her way to treat me badly. As I told that person, I am done, I will leave her be. If she ever wants to try and fix our friendship, I will be here, until then, I will leave her alone. And this is the last I will say on the subject. It's done