Dear gods...
Okay... I'm tired of hearing girls put themselves down. Really, it's tiring. I've heard the "Oh I'm ugly", I've been yelled at for calling someone cute, I've even been outright bitched out for telling someone that I hoped things would go better for them. MY GODS I AM SICK OF IT! I'm not here to give out pitty to people. I've been used as someone's little pitty pillow for someone that broke up with a net-boyfriend that she hardly even saw in the first place, and didn't even know anything about when she got together with. In the end of that I got tossed aside for some kiddie on WoW that she was in no way going to last with... because she didn't know he was probably 6, 7, or more years younger than her. I'm not here for emotional gushing and being used for that... I mean... I haven't even heard from the girl since then... since she used me like that.
I have a few girls that I like... but it seems like they all get to end up being so negative... and I just can't stand it. There was one girl that I really truely just liked for her... and she just wasn't interested... and I've tried talking to her sometimes but she's always 'busy' when she's online... and half the time I would get yelled at for trying to IM her. I just can't deal with it anymore. I would love to talk to her, get too know her better, and just spend some time with her, but she just isn't interested. I can't fight with it. She's not interested and it isn't worth me using half or more of my time to try to get her interested.
God-damn! I wish I could just find a single woman that has some decent self-confidence and optimism. Is that really so hard to find? God-damn!
I have a few girls that I like... but it seems like they all get to end up being so negative... and I just can't stand it. There was one girl that I really truely just liked for her... and she just wasn't interested... and I've tried talking to her sometimes but she's always 'busy' when she's online... and half the time I would get yelled at for trying to IM her. I just can't deal with it anymore. I would love to talk to her, get too know her better, and just spend some time with her, but she just isn't interested. I can't fight with it. She's not interested and it isn't worth me using half or more of my time to try to get her interested.
God-damn! I wish I could just find a single woman that has some decent self-confidence and optimism. Is that really so hard to find? God-damn!