uber.........................haha
i feel like i'm going crazy. i know that i'm not but everything, skool work, parties, lack of sleep, etc., builds up and makes it feel like a drill entering my head. i dont want to do alot of the things i do and i want to do alot of the things i dont but i either dont have the time, the courage, or the will to say no to the bad and yes to the good. again its not like i'm ever doing anything bad but just things that hurt mentally and sometimes physically. i probably would have really considered suicide if i wasnt so scared of dying and leaving everyone behind.
other than that i had a good winter break. i visited hearst castle witch was awsome, laughed at a bunch of elephant-seals, learned about string theory, saw meet the fockers, and basically had fun. my homyopothist says that i'm doing better mentally (usually) and that my knees might even be getting better. for anyone who doesnt kno, i have a stupid knee disease called Osgood Shlatter disease. basically i have to stay away from high impact knee activity. oh and i got a cell phone! i hope things keep getting better but theres always that thought of what if they dont? whatever!
other than that i had a good winter break. i visited hearst castle witch was awsome, laughed at a bunch of elephant-seals, learned about string theory, saw meet the fockers, and basically had fun. my homyopothist says that i'm doing better mentally (usually) and that my knees might even be getting better. for anyone who doesnt kno, i have a stupid knee disease called Osgood Shlatter disease. basically i have to stay away from high impact knee activity. oh and i got a cell phone! i hope things keep getting better but theres always that thought of what if they dont? whatever!