Only time can reveal.
Hey everyone,
Ugh- all this drama from home is starting to get out of hand.... grrr!
Aside from that- I miss trish, nancy, kristie, nick, ron, laura, mari, jen, heather, linz u, linz c, brianna, fred, trew, joey, torry, laura, jodi, rob, brad, deanna, serena, sara, LALA, LORI, and so many more but Im sooo fucking tired because its 2:30am and even though I norm go to bed at 4 im getting a bit tired.....
My roomate is shitfaced.... he's a fucking retard even though we get along.... its fucked up.... I swear to God every1 here at college is like an OOPS! oreo cookies... even if their white on the outside their blk on the inside.... its "wicked" crazy I tell yah.
I also miss all my ol' friends that arent necessarily my friends anymore bc of stupid shit that went down.... I do still care abt those I've come into conflict and havent necessarily talked to in a long time because of lack of commication and immaturity I guess you could say, I am truly sorry though.
Aside from that, I have work tomorrow from 7-12... yey not 3-12... cause that shit is seriously hell!!!! I think their actually gonna cross train me to learn how to make and process/ cook the differnet types of food there.... hmmm this should be interesting.. lol $10 an hr.... its not too bad.... I <3 it actually.
Right now Im soooo confused with my love life, its currently non- exsistant, bc there isnt anyone in it right now :-( maybe I need a lil time off... like a break to think to myself abt all the mistakes ive made in my life to this point. I do believe ive been in love before.... but only with a like 2 of my exs.... Im still friends with most of my exs I mean I try my best to remain in contact and stay civil with them, I dont have a prob hanging out/ being friends with them if we come to realize that a realtionship together wouldnt necessary work out bc of a lot of shit or something.... Im a pretty chill person... unless you harass and stalk me a billion times a day that is. Im really want a committed relationship right now... I want to find my true love..... I believe Im on the brink of finding him but who knows... only time can reveal it to me.
Hmmm..... yeah well I gotta go now.... have to wake up at 8 to be at class by 9.... Brian said we'd go to a local coffee shoppe nearby to try and get him a job or something like that. He's so cool. Maybe we'll get something to eat too.... I'm loving this debit card thing, :-)
Well check on in again soon.... you never know when Ill post again... ;-)
Much Love,
Brian~*
Ugh- all this drama from home is starting to get out of hand.... grrr!
Aside from that- I miss trish, nancy, kristie, nick, ron, laura, mari, jen, heather, linz u, linz c, brianna, fred, trew, joey, torry, laura, jodi, rob, brad, deanna, serena, sara, LALA, LORI, and so many more but Im sooo fucking tired because its 2:30am and even though I norm go to bed at 4 im getting a bit tired.....
My roomate is shitfaced.... he's a fucking retard even though we get along.... its fucked up.... I swear to God every1 here at college is like an OOPS! oreo cookies... even if their white on the outside their blk on the inside.... its "wicked" crazy I tell yah.
I also miss all my ol' friends that arent necessarily my friends anymore bc of stupid shit that went down.... I do still care abt those I've come into conflict and havent necessarily talked to in a long time because of lack of commication and immaturity I guess you could say, I am truly sorry though.
Aside from that, I have work tomorrow from 7-12... yey not 3-12... cause that shit is seriously hell!!!! I think their actually gonna cross train me to learn how to make and process/ cook the differnet types of food there.... hmmm this should be interesting.. lol $10 an hr.... its not too bad.... I <3 it actually.
Right now Im soooo confused with my love life, its currently non- exsistant, bc there isnt anyone in it right now :-( maybe I need a lil time off... like a break to think to myself abt all the mistakes ive made in my life to this point. I do believe ive been in love before.... but only with a like 2 of my exs.... Im still friends with most of my exs I mean I try my best to remain in contact and stay civil with them, I dont have a prob hanging out/ being friends with them if we come to realize that a realtionship together wouldnt necessary work out bc of a lot of shit or something.... Im a pretty chill person... unless you harass and stalk me a billion times a day that is. Im really want a committed relationship right now... I want to find my true love..... I believe Im on the brink of finding him but who knows... only time can reveal it to me.
Hmmm..... yeah well I gotta go now.... have to wake up at 8 to be at class by 9.... Brian said we'd go to a local coffee shoppe nearby to try and get him a job or something like that. He's so cool. Maybe we'll get something to eat too.... I'm loving this debit card thing, :-)
Well check on in again soon.... you never know when Ill post again... ;-)
Much Love,
Brian~*