SO PISSED OFF AND STRESSED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY.
Dear Readers from near and a-far,
This will be an angry entry..... well more like a VERY OUTRAGING POST!!!! (NOTE: okay I don't even know if outraging is a word or not, and if i is whether I spelt it correctly- lol)
okay- so fuck life, I'm so convinced that there isn't a God.
I'm mad.
No, actually~ I'm FURIOUS!
Well to be more accurate I'm SO PISSED OFF AND STRESSED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY.
Yeah, so I guess today started out like any other. I slept over my best friends house (this would be Trish), because it was her 18th Birthday on July 10th (Sunday) and we celebrated it kind of late since her and her b/f (Ron) went to lake compounce on her B-day as one of the gifts given to her from her mother (Lori). So I went to pick them up Sunday night and found out that the park had actually closed a hour previous to me picking them up and I felt terrible about mistakenly having them wait so long after the park had unexpectedly closed earlier than I thought. SO we got home at about 11pm and her family gave her a surprise birthday party and we had a blast... but since it was a school night (she has summer school) her mother only allowed her to stay up until 12am (mid-night) and Trish refused to take this simple request. I went outside for awhile and watched the stars while lying on the trampoline.... it was a beautiful, clear night last night and I was fascinated with how beautiful the cluster of these formations in the sky billions and billions of ligheyears away from my very eyes that no one in the world will probably ever set foot on or be able to see closer up... which is kinda depressing. I mean who knows what's really out there???????????? *thinks in awe* SO yeah getting back onto the subject (sry I have a slight ADHD problem- heh).... Lori threatened to drive both Ron and I home if trish didn't go to bed when Lori wanted her to and eventually Trish gave in and agreed to abide to her mothers expectations. Then, her mother (Lori- for those that are slower learners and need constant reminding- lol) decided to be nice since it was Trish's birthday and allowed her to stay up only if she watched "The Punisher" with everyone, which seemed like a pretty decent deal to me... so we stayed up and watch the movie till' like 2:30am or so, and it was REALLLLLLLY good!!! I was actually surprised about how good it was and all. I ended up sleeping on the couch in their livingroom.
I woke up to the sound of Lori screaming both my name and Ron's name, it was kinda disturbing and unexpected coming from a sound sleep and all. It was only 8:30 in the morning except the problem was Trish had accidentally over-slept and Lori really needed our help and assistance to wake Trish up because she can be really bitchy to her. SO eventually, Trish got up, but gave Lori a REALLy hard time about going to her undesired desination, that which was SUMMER SCHOOL (aka- jail and hell all in one). I mean, I can't blame her for not wanting to go it's just that she kinda should face the fact that she didn't do her best the previous school year and needs to make it up or else she'll become even farther behind. So she eventually left with her mom, and when Lori came back she drove Ron and I home, insisting that she needed a family day with no other company over (which was completely reasonable in my opinion), since their house is normally swarming with teenage friends of her children. I really respect Lori and she runs her family all on her own, and I really don't understand how she does it, she runs by far the most stressful life I've ever come across to this day. I received a message from Joey saying that he doesn't think our relationship is going in the right direction, but he still wants to remain good friends with me. I had no rebuttle to his confrentation and actually felt sort of mutal about the whole relationship thingy. So now Joey and I are friends, and it feels good to know that I didn't loose our relationship, because we actually agreed and thought that it'd be much better in the long haul with me going to college and all so far away in about a month and half. Yeah so I then tried to take a shower for an orientation that I have with a new job I'm getting @ LAKE COMPOUNCE- all the way in fucking Bristol, but I think it'd be a fun job and everything. I'm going to be running one of the games, so yeah MOTHER FUCKING FUN!!! SO now that Joey and I will both have jobs it'd be near impossible to keep in touch and that's what I sort of feared might happen with our relationship, but all is just great now that we're friends and stuff. So then I took a shower and then Trish called me up again (She got back from summer school and was sorta of dissapointed that Ron nor I was there and it was in a way a punishment on he rbehalf for not behaving earlier in the morning to Lori). This time, she wanted to know if she could stop by with her mom and have myself teach her how to drive. Trish has failed her license test like 3 times and its really hard for her~ so I'm trying to help a little bit on having her grasp the concept of driving. It went pretty well and she really is getting better at everything, she just really needs help doing "k-turns" and backing into parking spaces all in all, which I think are probably the most challenging parts of the exam for driving. We then went to McDonalds and I ordered off of the dollar menu as usual (it fucking rocks). Then I went walked myself through the drive through of one of the DunkinDonuts right next to it (off of exit 4 in Danbury)- Lori was laughing at me, since I "walked through the drive through", which is clearly intended for automobiles.
Yeah we then went to the Danbury fair mall and shopped around for a while.... I got a clear tounge ring and clear earrings for the piercing in my cartilage because of certian working standards at Lake compounce that I have to take action and abide by. We met up with this kid Greg who I also met on myspace (I first met Joey on myspace back on June 8th). My space is amaxing and if anyone would like to look me up my email is brian.cobuzzi@gmail.com so you can find me on the site. Greg is a really nice kid, and I might have a semi-crush on him? It's really confusing because I still LOVE joey, but now I like this Greg dude, but I think it may be a little too soon... idk :-/. I love joey dearly, and really enjoy his friends (to death practically), so who knows what's going to happen.
I MISSED MY FUCKING ORIENTATION THAT I HAD FOR LAKE COMPOUNCE @ 5:30, I was supposted to be there @ 5:30 and not a minute later and I got there at 5:50!!!!! They wouldn't let me take today's orientation and I guess you could say it is my fault, but my parents put my car in the shop and I couldn't pick it up until 5pm and it takes at least 45 minutes to get to LC from my town and I WAS/STILL AM FUCKING ANGRY. SO yeah, folks that's why I'm sort of mad and it just pissed me off that my mom doesn't understand the value I take part in for this job. II REALLY NEED A FUCKING job to pay off all my debt, and yet once again this job extravaganza is put off another blasted week for the orentation, because my mom was late picking me up to the house to drive me to pick up my car at the shop........ GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I'm so fucking mad, but it isn't anyones fault I'm just trying to vent (and I think it's working)...... so yeah wish me luck for next week and I'll keep everyone posted about my life.
Right now I'm going to meet up with Greg at DunkinDounts in Danbury off of exit 6.... I think I'll have a good time because I'm seriously more stressed out about that little incident then I practically ever have been in my life..... it's like im digging a huge hole in the ground with all the money I owe to the world, I might as well just give my fucking life up or something, idk.
Much Love,
Brian (aka-the angry mother fucker~ haha!)
This will be an angry entry..... well more like a VERY OUTRAGING POST!!!! (NOTE: okay I don't even know if outraging is a word or not, and if i is whether I spelt it correctly- lol)
okay- so fuck life, I'm so convinced that there isn't a God.
I'm mad.
No, actually~ I'm FURIOUS!
Well to be more accurate I'm SO PISSED OFF AND STRESSED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY.
Yeah, so I guess today started out like any other. I slept over my best friends house (this would be Trish), because it was her 18th Birthday on July 10th (Sunday) and we celebrated it kind of late since her and her b/f (Ron) went to lake compounce on her B-day as one of the gifts given to her from her mother (Lori). So I went to pick them up Sunday night and found out that the park had actually closed a hour previous to me picking them up and I felt terrible about mistakenly having them wait so long after the park had unexpectedly closed earlier than I thought. SO we got home at about 11pm and her family gave her a surprise birthday party and we had a blast... but since it was a school night (she has summer school) her mother only allowed her to stay up until 12am (mid-night) and Trish refused to take this simple request. I went outside for awhile and watched the stars while lying on the trampoline.... it was a beautiful, clear night last night and I was fascinated with how beautiful the cluster of these formations in the sky billions and billions of ligheyears away from my very eyes that no one in the world will probably ever set foot on or be able to see closer up... which is kinda depressing. I mean who knows what's really out there???????????? *thinks in awe* SO yeah getting back onto the subject (sry I have a slight ADHD problem- heh).... Lori threatened to drive both Ron and I home if trish didn't go to bed when Lori wanted her to and eventually Trish gave in and agreed to abide to her mothers expectations. Then, her mother (Lori- for those that are slower learners and need constant reminding- lol) decided to be nice since it was Trish's birthday and allowed her to stay up only if she watched "The Punisher" with everyone, which seemed like a pretty decent deal to me... so we stayed up and watch the movie till' like 2:30am or so, and it was REALLLLLLLY good!!! I was actually surprised about how good it was and all. I ended up sleeping on the couch in their livingroom.
I woke up to the sound of Lori screaming both my name and Ron's name, it was kinda disturbing and unexpected coming from a sound sleep and all. It was only 8:30 in the morning except the problem was Trish had accidentally over-slept and Lori really needed our help and assistance to wake Trish up because she can be really bitchy to her. SO eventually, Trish got up, but gave Lori a REALLy hard time about going to her undesired desination, that which was SUMMER SCHOOL (aka- jail and hell all in one). I mean, I can't blame her for not wanting to go it's just that she kinda should face the fact that she didn't do her best the previous school year and needs to make it up or else she'll become even farther behind. So she eventually left with her mom, and when Lori came back she drove Ron and I home, insisting that she needed a family day with no other company over (which was completely reasonable in my opinion), since their house is normally swarming with teenage friends of her children. I really respect Lori and she runs her family all on her own, and I really don't understand how she does it, she runs by far the most stressful life I've ever come across to this day. I received a message from Joey saying that he doesn't think our relationship is going in the right direction, but he still wants to remain good friends with me. I had no rebuttle to his confrentation and actually felt sort of mutal about the whole relationship thingy. So now Joey and I are friends, and it feels good to know that I didn't loose our relationship, because we actually agreed and thought that it'd be much better in the long haul with me going to college and all so far away in about a month and half. Yeah so I then tried to take a shower for an orientation that I have with a new job I'm getting @ LAKE COMPOUNCE- all the way in fucking Bristol, but I think it'd be a fun job and everything. I'm going to be running one of the games, so yeah MOTHER FUCKING FUN!!! SO now that Joey and I will both have jobs it'd be near impossible to keep in touch and that's what I sort of feared might happen with our relationship, but all is just great now that we're friends and stuff. So then I took a shower and then Trish called me up again (She got back from summer school and was sorta of dissapointed that Ron nor I was there and it was in a way a punishment on he rbehalf for not behaving earlier in the morning to Lori). This time, she wanted to know if she could stop by with her mom and have myself teach her how to drive. Trish has failed her license test like 3 times and its really hard for her~ so I'm trying to help a little bit on having her grasp the concept of driving. It went pretty well and she really is getting better at everything, she just really needs help doing "k-turns" and backing into parking spaces all in all, which I think are probably the most challenging parts of the exam for driving. We then went to McDonalds and I ordered off of the dollar menu as usual (it fucking rocks). Then I went walked myself through the drive through of one of the DunkinDonuts right next to it (off of exit 4 in Danbury)- Lori was laughing at me, since I "walked through the drive through", which is clearly intended for automobiles.
Yeah we then went to the Danbury fair mall and shopped around for a while.... I got a clear tounge ring and clear earrings for the piercing in my cartilage because of certian working standards at Lake compounce that I have to take action and abide by. We met up with this kid Greg who I also met on myspace (I first met Joey on myspace back on June 8th). My space is amaxing and if anyone would like to look me up my email is brian.cobuzzi@gmail.com so you can find me on the site. Greg is a really nice kid, and I might have a semi-crush on him? It's really confusing because I still LOVE joey, but now I like this Greg dude, but I think it may be a little too soon... idk :-/. I love joey dearly, and really enjoy his friends (to death practically), so who knows what's going to happen.
I MISSED MY FUCKING ORIENTATION THAT I HAD FOR LAKE COMPOUNCE @ 5:30, I was supposted to be there @ 5:30 and not a minute later and I got there at 5:50!!!!! They wouldn't let me take today's orientation and I guess you could say it is my fault, but my parents put my car in the shop and I couldn't pick it up until 5pm and it takes at least 45 minutes to get to LC from my town and I WAS/STILL AM FUCKING ANGRY. SO yeah, folks that's why I'm sort of mad and it just pissed me off that my mom doesn't understand the value I take part in for this job. II REALLY NEED A FUCKING job to pay off all my debt, and yet once again this job extravaganza is put off another blasted week for the orentation, because my mom was late picking me up to the house to drive me to pick up my car at the shop........ GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I'm so fucking mad, but it isn't anyones fault I'm just trying to vent (and I think it's working)...... so yeah wish me luck for next week and I'll keep everyone posted about my life.
Right now I'm going to meet up with Greg at DunkinDounts in Danbury off of exit 6.... I think I'll have a good time because I'm seriously more stressed out about that little incident then I practically ever have been in my life..... it's like im digging a huge hole in the ground with all the money I owe to the world, I might as well just give my fucking life up or something, idk.
Much Love,
Brian (aka-the angry mother fucker~ haha!)