i want to appologize for the lj thing. I guess it did kinda sound like i was turning ppl against u. it honestly wasn't my intention. i know u probably hate me but i hope there is something we can work out eventually. u helped me a lot through out all of my struggles lately. i am not excusing the way you have treated me but i am deeply sorry about the lj thing. i was completely out of line with that. i hope that you can forgive me one day and possibly start over a new friendship. i know deep down that you don't hate me. and i also know that you didn't mean some of those nasty things u said to me. i am a very forgiving person and i do forgive you. i know you are going through an extremely stressful time right now with college and shit and i have been an ass. if you don't ever want to be friends, i will eventually move on. i just need to get some stuff out of my head and get my mind on track again. i am doing a lot better and i even got a job. but i still need time to get all of my shit settled. i hope i hear from u soon, hopefully in a comment or a phone call. remember i'm always here and i still care about u. never forget that. you have tought me valuable lessons that i will always remember. please don't think this is bull shit. i really put a lot of time into this comment. ttyl.
i want to appologize for the lj thing. I guess it did kinda sound like i was turning ppl against u. it honestly wasn't my intention. i know u probably hate me but i hope there is something we can work out eventually. u helped me a lot through out all of my struggles lately. i am not excusing the way you have treated me but i am deeply sorry about the lj thing. i was completely out of line with that. i hope that you can forgive me one day and possibly start over a new friendship. i know deep down that you don't hate me. and i also know that you didn't mean some of those nasty things u said to me. i am a very forgiving person and i do forgive you. i know you are going through an extremely stressful time right now with college and shit and i have been an ass. if you don't ever want to be friends, i will eventually move on. i just need to get some stuff out of my head and get my mind on track again. i am doing a lot better and i even got a job. but i still need time to get all of my shit settled. i hope i hear from u soon, hopefully in a comment or a phone call. remember i'm always here and i still care about u. never forget that. you have tought me valuable lessons that i will always remember. please don't think this is bull shit. i really put a lot of time into this comment. ttyl.
~john~
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