Home- but for good?
Hey everyone-
Well I finally returned home. My dad and I sort of already got into a fucking fight. He gets so damned annoying sometimes... I swear!
Tomorrow, John and I are going to the mall... yippie! He got really mad when he found out that Trish wanted me to pick up her boyfriend Ron and come with us... sometimes he really just wants to spend time alone w/ me I guess. He always wonders whether I like him or not, and he should just really come to realize that if I truely hated him I wouldn't spend any time w/ him, ever. Yeah, he kind of obsesses over me- like I'm God or something, which can be really cute or really annoying depending on how you look at it.
Grr, we still don't have a working computer. Right now I'm able to type this up b/c my dad left his laptop on.... hehe. We just got a 70'' tv which can be really cool or really annoying since my dad complains about how he can barely afford to live because of all the debt I put him in- umm... wtf, where did this $$$ to buy this Televsion come from? It had to cost a fortune or more then the car I just got at a inexpensive $1,000. Anyhow, a car is 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 times more useful then a fucking entertainment box.
I swear he makes me so mad... he tells me I can't hang out with some of my best friends- who the hell does he think he is? If I needed help picking my friends I'd surely ask him... he already butts his fatt hole into my life way too much already. I'm so stressed out, and my new theropist isn't helping too much. She seems to be siding w/ my dad wayyyyy to much already, I have a bad vibe about this theropy thingy. It was originally to have my dad and I form a better relationship and have him abuse me LESS both mentally and physically... w/e! I'm sooo mad @ him right now about everything it's just not worth my time....sheesh!
I'm glad Charlotte was able to put up with me for the past couple of weeks, I don't know what I'd do if it weren't for her and her mother... they're the nicest people to roam the face of this planet- I swear on it.
My new friends Nancy & Christy are on vacation right now- I miss them dearly. I hope they have a good time in Florida- lucky bastards!
OMFG- my 18th birthday is less then a week away, ghee wiz!!! LOL- considering that no one besides me cares about my stupid birthday I'll just have to be happy about it somewhere else... lol.
SO there you have it a post, finally (long over-due I know). I'll have to try and do it soon again. yeah well comment if you'd like to... I'd be happy to read anything you'll have got in store for me.
Much Love,
Brian Anthony
Well I finally returned home. My dad and I sort of already got into a fucking fight. He gets so damned annoying sometimes... I swear!
Tomorrow, John and I are going to the mall... yippie! He got really mad when he found out that Trish wanted me to pick up her boyfriend Ron and come with us... sometimes he really just wants to spend time alone w/ me I guess. He always wonders whether I like him or not, and he should just really come to realize that if I truely hated him I wouldn't spend any time w/ him, ever. Yeah, he kind of obsesses over me- like I'm God or something, which can be really cute or really annoying depending on how you look at it.
Grr, we still don't have a working computer. Right now I'm able to type this up b/c my dad left his laptop on.... hehe. We just got a 70'' tv which can be really cool or really annoying since my dad complains about how he can barely afford to live because of all the debt I put him in- umm... wtf, where did this $$$ to buy this Televsion come from? It had to cost a fortune or more then the car I just got at a inexpensive $1,000. Anyhow, a car is 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 times more useful then a fucking entertainment box.
I swear he makes me so mad... he tells me I can't hang out with some of my best friends- who the hell does he think he is? If I needed help picking my friends I'd surely ask him... he already butts his fatt hole into my life way too much already. I'm so stressed out, and my new theropist isn't helping too much. She seems to be siding w/ my dad wayyyyy to much already, I have a bad vibe about this theropy thingy. It was originally to have my dad and I form a better relationship and have him abuse me LESS both mentally and physically... w/e! I'm sooo mad @ him right now about everything it's just not worth my time....sheesh!
I'm glad Charlotte was able to put up with me for the past couple of weeks, I don't know what I'd do if it weren't for her and her mother... they're the nicest people to roam the face of this planet- I swear on it.
My new friends Nancy & Christy are on vacation right now- I miss them dearly. I hope they have a good time in Florida- lucky bastards!
OMFG- my 18th birthday is less then a week away, ghee wiz!!! LOL- considering that no one besides me cares about my stupid birthday I'll just have to be happy about it somewhere else... lol.
SO there you have it a post, finally (long over-due I know). I'll have to try and do it soon again. yeah well comment if you'd like to... I'd be happy to read anything you'll have got in store for me.
Much Love,
Brian Anthony