i feel like throwing up
ug, i dont know if i'm sick, in love, or sick of thinking i'm in love. what a freakin crazy world! i dont like not hearing from him. i worry about him now. i worry about many things now. why? i shouldnt and i know i shouldnt. but i do. i dont know about the "oh boyz" situation. all i can say is that its not fair to anyone. i'm so sorry. i just realized that i couldnt do it. please understand=(