vermont is not ready for me

[shadow_myth]

boys oh boys. here we go. embarking on the journey of a life time. technically its not once in a life time because you keep going back year after year after year after year (and for those of us who cant quite get our act in gear....after year). ha, havent done much cleaning since i've last posted. i try but it seems to make more of a mess than anything. more bad news- i havent baked anything since last time either- but i did manage to ruin a perfect bowl of ramen noodles with stupidity. and then i ruined another with impatience. when will i learn? i just recieved the best bit of information from someone i dont really know. it will help me when times get rough. ha, and there i go being me- crossing that line between strange and freakin weirded out. ah, they'll get over it. if not- theres plenty of grains in the sand, and cars in new york, and tress in northen maine --> okay if you take the tree one in a weird context that could get funky....i wouldnt consider myself a tree hugger....eh, who knows. earth day is always april 22. good day. two before mine. but thats a ways away....
i'm thinking i need to get my checkbook in order...somewhere theres a miscalculation of $5. no biggie of course but it irks me. and if i wasnt so high strung then maybe i could let it slip. i'm a perfectionist procrastinatior. i'll leave something be the way it is until the very last second when i decide to fix this and do that and check this and get rid of that, which of course keeps me up all night due to my stupidheadness. ah well, tomorrow is friday and the world will be well.