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I was going to update. I have a lot of things in my head. I am also afraid if I write them down, people will jump me as usual and tell me I have no right to my feelings.
I will be glad when I get back on the right meds. I figured out who I would leave stuff to in my will, but going through a lawyer is too much of a pain in the ass. That is actually a good thing.
I'm thinking about the Virginia Tech shootings. It sucks to be the victims. Sitting there trying to do your own thing when out of the blue >BLAM< some fucker shoots you in the head. I've never been shot, but I can understand the feeling.
I can also sort of understand the motives of the shooter. Love rejected can easily turn to hate. Everyone has heard the cliche "If I can't have you, no one will". I won't lie and say I have never had those feelings, though I would not take action on them. Sometimes when I have been feeling particularly bad, with my self esteem in the toilet, I have thought "I wish I could take revenge on all the people who make me feel bad.
I will be glad when I get back on the right meds. I figured out who I would leave stuff to in my will, but going through a lawyer is too much of a pain in the ass. That is actually a good thing.
I'm thinking about the Virginia Tech shootings. It sucks to be the victims. Sitting there trying to do your own thing when out of the blue >BLAM< some fucker shoots you in the head. I've never been shot, but I can understand the feeling.
I can also sort of understand the motives of the shooter. Love rejected can easily turn to hate. Everyone has heard the cliche "If I can't have you, no one will". I won't lie and say I have never had those feelings, though I would not take action on them. Sometimes when I have been feeling particularly bad, with my self esteem in the toilet, I have thought "I wish I could take revenge on all the people who make me feel bad.