Aug 21, 2004 05:00
This has been quite an interesting summer to say the least. Especially the past few weeks have been really good. I love Sunnydale this time of year. And things around the Inn have been going very well. JT has been rather scarce, said he's been going to the library. But I really doubt him becoming all serious about learning and education. Is probably just pretending in an attempt to keep me out of his hair. So not sure what trouble he's up too. As for Sera, not to sure what is happening with her either. But does seem to be in a rather bad mood recently. She must be going through a rebellious phase I guess or PMS. Either way think its best not to know. As long as her and JT don't cause any trouble for me, they can do whatever they want. Are almost adults, and need to be treated as such. So am sure they can take care of themselves.
Anyway I've decided not to worry about everything so much. Brooding hasn't got me anywhere. Finally after what has seemed like years of wondering through the fog, things have finally become allot clearer. I'm forgetting about all the problems I've had in the past. Am going to just live in the here and now, and not worry about what happened yesterday, or what might happen tomorrow.
Of course speaking of yesterday, I was finally able to get out for a little while and enjoy the dubious pleasures that Sunnydale has to offer. Don't know why I haven't been out more often. Although really don't think I'll have to go very far to find some pleasure in the foreseeable future. Seeing that a very beautiful and very dangerous lady is only a room away from my Master Bedroom.
Is hard to believe that I never noticed how irresistible my lovely friend Astra is. For some reason I thought that she was unavailable. But she obviously isn't in a relationship with anyone at this time. Thus is hopefully available for a good time. So I will certainly be looking forward to see what happens next with her.