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a friend of my roomate called and we both mistook each other for someone else. she thought i was my roomate, and i thought she was the other roomate (i've got 2 roomates). It didn't get very far, but struck me as something. Maybe i'll talk justin into bringin her by. who knows.
aaaaahhhhhhhhh. the people upstairs are either banging against a headboard or their washer is reeeeally off balance. probably the balance thing this neigborhood isn't even close to that. but what a headache the poundin's givin me. off and on, off and on it bounces. (it started again !!!).
back to a previous entry; is all personal connections fleeting? Is anything lasting? Even all my current friends seem to be slipping away. I guess its true, all connections have work, and i'm not working hard enough. Everything is just changin sooo fast. People i know seem to be slippin away inch by inch, changing away from what i knew. I never seem to have the time or energy to halt the advance, can i hold back the waves? Should i just slip back into my former hermit existance, just making a trip from work to home and back. Can i even be satisfied with such a life anymore? Maybe.
next- i have been subtly encouraged these last few days, a smile here and glance there. Maybe i'm opening up more or just noticing actions i should find provoking or at the very least stiring. Will such encounters allow me to open up more and more? I'll try, thats all i can do. Don't get me wrong mistakes will be made, i rarely get away without at least one or 2. But trying may help. who knows, anyone?
sidenote - the banging has stopped for now.
"This above all; to thine own self be true."
aaaaahhhhhhhhh. the people upstairs are either banging against a headboard or their washer is reeeeally off balance. probably the balance thing this neigborhood isn't even close to that. but what a headache the poundin's givin me. off and on, off and on it bounces. (it started again !!!).
back to a previous entry; is all personal connections fleeting? Is anything lasting? Even all my current friends seem to be slipping away. I guess its true, all connections have work, and i'm not working hard enough. Everything is just changin sooo fast. People i know seem to be slippin away inch by inch, changing away from what i knew. I never seem to have the time or energy to halt the advance, can i hold back the waves? Should i just slip back into my former hermit existance, just making a trip from work to home and back. Can i even be satisfied with such a life anymore? Maybe.
next- i have been subtly encouraged these last few days, a smile here and glance there. Maybe i'm opening up more or just noticing actions i should find provoking or at the very least stiring. Will such encounters allow me to open up more and more? I'll try, thats all i can do. Don't get me wrong mistakes will be made, i rarely get away without at least one or 2. But trying may help. who knows, anyone?
sidenote - the banging has stopped for now.
"This above all; to thine own self be true."