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I turn 16 this year in the rough estimate of 9 weeks. For some people 16 is not a big deal , they don't feel different it just another figure -continuous aging.
To me 16 seems like a daunting time . After turning this age i have to start taking things seriously. To think in two years time roughly i will have to step into the big bad world seems scary , no , It is terrifying.
Sometimes i wish i was Peter Pan. Sometimes actually i feel like Peter Pan to be honest but it's only because i feel if i grow up i will loose everything i love and feel safe with ... I've seen it happen to other people and i don't like the idea of loosing good friends and little routines.
So Feeface yes i do have to grow up and sometime soon.
But the problem is i don't really know how to ...