May 25, 2004 22:30
There are so many people that piss me off right now, they are disgusting its making me sick and and pissed. Im so ready to end my life I sorta tried today but I didnt even cut deep enough cause I re-thought and said "do I really wanna do this right now?" and with my friend sitten there being all grumpy and bitchy taking it out on me and my friend Dayne, wasn't making me any happier; she like trys to be rude in all possible ways. But now that I think about it I have nothing good to live for but if I wasn't here, no one would miss me, I know tons of people that would be glad Im gone. Maybe I will just be sitten there in class and grab a knife that I got from the art room, and just slowly start cuttin. So yeah, I guess Im suicidal I really have nothing good to live for at this point, and right now, there is no one that can make me feel better!
The only true friends I have right now are my sisters, Chantelle, Marc and Dayne. People that actually listen to me and dont make me down and depressed.