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Well I have not made an update in a very long time here so I figured I might aswell post one up letting in yet another small insight into my life not that many are interested :)
So many things going on right now that I simply cant focus on anything or keep a hold on what has to be done and when. I see things turning out for the worst right now in more ways than one but thats my usual outlook on things and if they turn out better than expected then great and if not then I saw it coming. Some things shall remain private as I don't open up that well to most and some things simply do not need to be heard and sadly on this post there is no lighter note or as of yet a way out. Oh well shit happens and when it does it never happens in stages so all I can do is simply try my best to not fall during this current hell hole. If I do fall then sod it I wont be missed that much by most but I know a few who would say differently. At the end of the day what ever happens will happen and I can say whole heartedly that I did try my best or give in knowing the end was inevitable, things do change and it can change in your favour its just all on the roll of the dice most of the time and right now I need a lucky break :P but many do so I am not asking for one.
So many things going on right now that I simply cant focus on anything or keep a hold on what has to be done and when. I see things turning out for the worst right now in more ways than one but thats my usual outlook on things and if they turn out better than expected then great and if not then I saw it coming. Some things shall remain private as I don't open up that well to most and some things simply do not need to be heard and sadly on this post there is no lighter note or as of yet a way out. Oh well shit happens and when it does it never happens in stages so all I can do is simply try my best to not fall during this current hell hole. If I do fall then sod it I wont be missed that much by most but I know a few who would say differently. At the end of the day what ever happens will happen and I can say whole heartedly that I did try my best or give in knowing the end was inevitable, things do change and it can change in your favour its just all on the roll of the dice most of the time and right now I need a lucky break :P but many do so I am not asking for one.