Jul 08, 2006 23:36
As far as I am aware of, the girl Gilly isnt interested in starting anything. She didnt say she wasnt but I sent her a message days back and she had been on and still not replied so thats how I interpret it. It sucks ass but fuck it, theres nothing I can do about it but roll with the dice and keep on groovin. Smoke a blunt and let the worries roll away. Anybody else ever notice that the most uplifting music is reggae? Damn it always makes me feel so good and content. The only other music that gives a similar feeling is heavy metal cause it just gives me this energy to rock out. Music is the greatest thing ever! Even better than drugs, sex, love, or anything else that comes to mind. Without it I would have went off the deep end so long ago. I cant wait to get serious with it and try creating something with my good friends. I have low self esteem when it comes to my bass playing skills but I know im not as bad as I make myself think. And I know for damn sure I can write a song like a motherfucker, its probably the single thing im best at. Ever since grade school ive had the gift of writing. I just havent gotten serious about developing it, much as I havent with my bass. I play and stuff but I have never done anything to push it to the next level, like taking lessons. I took guitar fundamentals in school and that sucked, partially cause the teacher barely taught us and the other part was I didnt like all the technical stuff that came with playing. Im more comfortable with tabs which I know isnt as sufficient as musical notation but I hate how its transcribed. The dots and shit takes too much to remember, and so does the different notes. To some it comes easy but to me its discouraging and I need some personal work to get better at it. Without further delay im going to do that one word thing that Don and Tahnee posted.
Y O U ... C A N ... O N L Y ... T Y P E ... O N E ... W O R D !
N O ... E X P L A N A T I O N S !
1. Yourself: different
2. Your Significant Other: gone
3.Your hair: nice
4. Your Mother: chill
5. Your Father: where?
6. Your Favorite Item: music
7. Your dream last night: unrecallable
8. Your favorite drink: Soda
9. Your dream home: non-existent
10. The room you are in: living
11. Your Ex: funny
12. Your fear: alone
13. Where you want to be in ten years: content
14. Who you hung out with last night: Brennen
15. What you're not: Shallow
16. Your best friends: unforgettable
17. One of your wish list items: studio
18. Your gender: male
19. The last thing you did: type
20. What you are you wearing: shorts
21. Your favorite weather: warm
22. Your favorite hobby: weed
23. The last thing you ate/drank: Twisted Tea Half and Half
24. Your life: confusing
25. Your mood: happy