mmm my bf like rocks
Bad Things:
purdy much things have been in the dumps lately. i mean this sr. year has been almost completely balls, yesh mate? for me at least.
i've lost both of my gmas this year, i have no grandparents left. i loved my grammy...and gma t was pretty rockin too.
been stressed out, switched schools and work is irritating as ever.
spending money spazzedly, not a good thing. not in the xmas mood and can't find good gifts for anyone unless they pick it out themselves. and pretty much any good gift is $30+.
failing like everything.
i am so sick of driving. tuesday night/wednesday morning i drove over 350 miles. went to santra cruz and around on an adventure. used up my full tank of gas.
very emotionally unstable, physically lazy as a butt, and i lash out at people sometimes and can't seem to stop it even if i realize it.
i discovered a lump in my neck/shoulder yesterday, went to the doctors apparently its a cyst, (sack of fluid), i am told to leave it alone so if it shrinks and goes away (which i am praying for it to do) thats awsome, if i notice it growing bigger i will have to make another doctors appointment make plans to have it surgically removed (which involves iv's and needles...ugg)
my new teacher at independent study telling my aunt that i don't seem independant enough to be there (...she said that the week i didn't get any work done because my gma died and she KNEW)
got a truency letter, and a progress report which still had two classes which i had dropped on it...failing both of them obviously and an incomplete for the other class i have :/
the book mrs. burke let me borrow, her new and signed copy because she wanted me to read it and learn from it, i accidently left it in robins car and when he had people it in it somehow got muddy/dirty and wet, so theres some water damage and im horrified.
lost my lovely pencil sharpener...i want it back but the lil gremlins took it.
Good Things:
robin is fantastic, driving everywhere, playing video games and watching movies. bought me two things i really wanted for xmas, spoiling me rotten. a lovely hat which i adore from rei :) and an aroma burner with rosemary pure essential oil, a scent that is relaxing and i love ^.^ he is gone for xmas so we are giving eachother our presents early. being funny and putting up with my emotional crazes, and brought me a pizza made how i like it ^.^ no skimpin on the mushrooms.
andrew is a bundle of fun, making the forever mile long trip to the beach seem less horrid, lovely pix and all.
the little kids that are in my moms classroom that i help out with every week. and the other aid kevin, hes a riot *cough*, he looks 17/18 MAYBE 19 but apparently hes 22. what crazyness. he should grow up.
my makeup. it is a new hobby, so many colors and brightness. it brings much amusement.
buttons. just buttons.
nail polish, went through mine today, threw out a lot of old ones :P
my hat.
new sheets. flannel and red.
a semi clean room, and a mostly clean desk. sorta. organized more.
FLOWERS. <3 FOREVER. :*(
purdy much things have been in the dumps lately. i mean this sr. year has been almost completely balls, yesh mate? for me at least.
i've lost both of my gmas this year, i have no grandparents left. i loved my grammy...and gma t was pretty rockin too.
been stressed out, switched schools and work is irritating as ever.
spending money spazzedly, not a good thing. not in the xmas mood and can't find good gifts for anyone unless they pick it out themselves. and pretty much any good gift is $30+.
failing like everything.
i am so sick of driving. tuesday night/wednesday morning i drove over 350 miles. went to santra cruz and around on an adventure. used up my full tank of gas.
very emotionally unstable, physically lazy as a butt, and i lash out at people sometimes and can't seem to stop it even if i realize it.
i discovered a lump in my neck/shoulder yesterday, went to the doctors apparently its a cyst, (sack of fluid), i am told to leave it alone so if it shrinks and goes away (which i am praying for it to do) thats awsome, if i notice it growing bigger i will have to make another doctors appointment make plans to have it surgically removed (which involves iv's and needles...ugg)
my new teacher at independent study telling my aunt that i don't seem independant enough to be there (...she said that the week i didn't get any work done because my gma died and she KNEW)
got a truency letter, and a progress report which still had two classes which i had dropped on it...failing both of them obviously and an incomplete for the other class i have :/
the book mrs. burke let me borrow, her new and signed copy because she wanted me to read it and learn from it, i accidently left it in robins car and when he had people it in it somehow got muddy/dirty and wet, so theres some water damage and im horrified.
lost my lovely pencil sharpener...i want it back but the lil gremlins took it.
Good Things:
robin is fantastic, driving everywhere, playing video games and watching movies. bought me two things i really wanted for xmas, spoiling me rotten. a lovely hat which i adore from rei :) and an aroma burner with rosemary pure essential oil, a scent that is relaxing and i love ^.^ he is gone for xmas so we are giving eachother our presents early. being funny and putting up with my emotional crazes, and brought me a pizza made how i like it ^.^ no skimpin on the mushrooms.
andrew is a bundle of fun, making the forever mile long trip to the beach seem less horrid, lovely pix and all.
the little kids that are in my moms classroom that i help out with every week. and the other aid kevin, hes a riot *cough*, he looks 17/18 MAYBE 19 but apparently hes 22. what crazyness. he should grow up.
my makeup. it is a new hobby, so many colors and brightness. it brings much amusement.
buttons. just buttons.
nail polish, went through mine today, threw out a lot of old ones :P
my hat.
new sheets. flannel and red.
a semi clean room, and a mostly clean desk. sorta. organized more.
FLOWERS. <3 FOREVER. :*(