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got a free venti frap today. that was nice.
plans tomarrow. all nighter tonight. so lets hope i don't drown.
dude i am like going crazy. why can't i stop liking someone gracefully? i bet everyone is sick of hearing about me complaining. and now:
i want a relationship without the hassle of liking someone for months and wondering if they like you or not, if that signal is what you hope it is etc. the past few times that has come to nothing. a complete waste of time and emotion that just breaks me a little.
i decided i won't really like someone anymore, too much stress. i'll like people, just not a lot. there are already two kindaish. we'll see. stating that right now kinda kills it anyways. *sigh* oh well.
i want to be able to go up to someone that i like and be like "hey, want to go out?" and of course in my little world they would say "of course" or "yes" and that would be it. no months of prolonged feelings. i want it to be simple. but guys are pansy's now adays. and i act like a tard around the guys i like. well mostly. sorry nick for bending your ear forever. sorry sam. sorry everyone. i just wish i could let go. its harder then i had thought it would be.
i want someone to embrace, to kiss and to spend time with. but yeah. thats a pointless hope. whenever i like someone they don't like me. and it can't be just anyone. but yeah.
i have so much work today and i screwed myself...i left all my textbooks in the car this morning which me mum took tonight to concord. that'll make my teachers happy. yeah.
the end.
plans tomarrow. all nighter tonight. so lets hope i don't drown.
dude i am like going crazy. why can't i stop liking someone gracefully? i bet everyone is sick of hearing about me complaining. and now:
i want a relationship without the hassle of liking someone for months and wondering if they like you or not, if that signal is what you hope it is etc. the past few times that has come to nothing. a complete waste of time and emotion that just breaks me a little.
i decided i won't really like someone anymore, too much stress. i'll like people, just not a lot. there are already two kindaish. we'll see. stating that right now kinda kills it anyways. *sigh* oh well.
i want to be able to go up to someone that i like and be like "hey, want to go out?" and of course in my little world they would say "of course" or "yes" and that would be it. no months of prolonged feelings. i want it to be simple. but guys are pansy's now adays. and i act like a tard around the guys i like. well mostly. sorry nick for bending your ear forever. sorry sam. sorry everyone. i just wish i could let go. its harder then i had thought it would be.
i want someone to embrace, to kiss and to spend time with. but yeah. thats a pointless hope. whenever i like someone they don't like me. and it can't be just anyone. but yeah.
i have so much work today and i screwed myself...i left all my textbooks in the car this morning which me mum took tonight to concord. that'll make my teachers happy. yeah.
the end.