A Letter To Jim Holley
Love is unbounded and cannot be held
by the self-created restrictions
society attempts to tether It to.
~Mary Summer Rain
My Dearest H ~
Yes, after all these years you are still H to me... you are still in my thoughts, and you are still in my heart. I have not forgotten you nor will I ever do so. In fact, I miss you now more than ever because I know we never got the chance to really get to know each other, to really have long, deep meaningful conversations... there was so much we had in common, so many things I wanted to talk with you about, but we just never had the time at the Odium to do so... you were always so busy and I liked to stay put and hide in my little room.
I never had the courage then to tell you how I felt about you - and how I do still feel about you. Perhaps the quote at the beginning of this letter gave you an idea... I never had the courage to tell you how much you came to mean to me, how much I grew to Love you for who you were even though we were just getting to know each other. With you, I felt this click, this instant fit... and I have always been so sure you felt it too... am I right?? How I wish I knew for sure... how I wish I knew where you were now so perhaps we could talk again once more...
A part of me is hoping that somehow you'll find this letter and know how much you are still Loved by at least one person in this world... do you even remember me H?? I bet you do... I'm sure you think of me now and then, something sparks a thought, a memory, and you wonder about me for awhile - probably the same times I wonder about you. Like right now, you've been in my thoughts so much, I've a feeling that I'm in your thoughts lately. Hey, do you still have that little gift I made you?? Did you ever open in to find the note that was inside with all the nails?? Things like that I wonder...
Jim Holley, H, no matter where you are right now, no matter what you are doing, I hope you feel this deep down inside you - you are Loved, and always will be... without question, without judgement, without conditions... I Love You Jim.
If you find this, answer it, please, if only to let me know you're okay...
Lord & Lady Bless You My Friend...
Magickally Yours,
Shadow Dancer
P.S. ~ Do you remember the Healing Candle I burned for you?? If you do find this letter, tell me what specific body part was bothering you that I did the Healing Spell for you...
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