Why Do I Have This Thing Again...?

Oct 18, 2005 03:30

I just spent 5 minutes typing a rant on how I'm never going to use this journal or something like that, and I go and press something that deletes the whole thing. :| Just my luck I guess, but it's not like it was anything interesting. I remember sitting here a month ago creating this damn journal, and here I am a month later, not even having touched it. I figured since I frequent a dozen different LiveJournals, I might as well make my own, at least to comment, but I doubt I ever will. Heh, I'll just sit here and write to myself so I can see life from my own perspective. Lucky me. And I choose to do this at 3:30 in the morning why? Don't ask me. Even I can't explain myself sometimes.

Talk about having no free time on my hands. I have tests in all of my classes this week except band, and band practice today and Thursday, including a sectional after school today right before practice. I probably won't even end up going home. :| I do have Friday off from school, but I have band all afternoon, and then a competition on Saturday. Fun. Not to say that isn't, but at this point in the season, R&R is just so damn hard to find time for. And it's what I really need at the moment. Sigh.

My brother's birthday was yesterday, and I haven't gotten him anything yet. At least he's content with his other gifts for now. I feel bad cause he always gets something for me. And it's not like I haven't had ample opportunities either. I'm at the mall all the time. I'm just too damned self-centered to think about it I guess. On the topic of gifts, Christmas is right around the corner now, even though we still have Halloween and Thanksgiving to go... I need to start saving up money now if I plan to get presents for my family, friends, AND myself. You really can never buy yourself too much.

Why is this entry so long? Most people update with a quick anecdote from the past week! I'm just making up for lost time, I suppose. Hopefully thats not the case, or I'll be doing this everyday >_< Gotta get some sleep... I'm probably fried for tomorrow as it is.
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