Im sick
I guess it was impossible for me to go a whole summer without getting sick. Silly me to think that I could be healthy, for once in my life. I swear, there has to be a reason I catch colds so easily...but...either way, the point of the matter is that I am sick. Nothing too bad, but that might just be because I'm on the edge of it...running/stuffy nose, sneezing, and my soft palets aches. Yay's for sick.
However, regardless of being sick, I will...as usual...continue to run myself into the ground. Going to head out tonight with people becuase I promised them I would...that and I didn't see them this week so they are 'going through withdrawl' as they put it. We will head to the movies, and some dinner, which should be mild enough for me. Taking it eaaasy.
Jeremy went home Thrusday...it was a good visit. He confuses me sometimes though...he is a wonderful young man, with all of the attributes, good breeding, morals, manners, intelligence...and yes, money...to make any woman happy. In fact, with the way he is and the things he has at his disposal...he should have women FLOCKING to be his significant other...his family brings in 2 million dollars a year. Minimum. Thats the perks of working in the tourist industry on Maui, LOL.He's kind and generous to a fault. He's intelligent, and he's not too bad looking, either. And yet...he can't get a girlfriend. How I know this is that he bitches to me about it all the time. That is all I seemed to hear...and I broke it down to simply this...
He must not really want one. If he wanted one, he could have one in a heartbeat...but the second someone shows interest, he comes up with all these reasons why he cant be with them. His standards seem to sky rocket. I think that he complains about not having a girfriend becuase...he honestly doesn't want one. And because he doesnt want one, and has no urge to be a partner to anyone...he feels strange. Its not normal, in his eyes. So...he complains. When he is ready and over whatever is holding him back, I'm sure he will find a woman within the week...but until then...if he really honestly doesnt want a girlfriend I wish that he would just admit it to himself, confront it, be comfortable with it...and stop complaining! I mean, come on, there is only so many positive things I can say, so many ways I can bolster his ego. I spent a whole morning telling him that he was a great and wonderful person and why. I love him, honest to goodness too, he's a very dear friend...but freakin a. He needs to make up his mind, and stop bitching.
When I come home I'll probably be exhausted and feeling worse then I do now, so My Doctor said that he would curl me up in bed and read Harry Potter to me, lol. Yeah, I haven't finished my copy yet, more's the pity, but we have been reading chapters together, outloud. Really fun. I like reading along while someone reads out loud, or doing the opposite. However, I'm not sure I'll want to, or be able to concentrate on the page...so I am just going to relax and listen to his voice as he reads to me. I'm really looking forward to this *smiles*
Ok, I need to get dressed and call My Doctor and get going for the evening. I hope you all have a beautiful weekend!
-SB
However, regardless of being sick, I will...as usual...continue to run myself into the ground. Going to head out tonight with people becuase I promised them I would...that and I didn't see them this week so they are 'going through withdrawl' as they put it. We will head to the movies, and some dinner, which should be mild enough for me. Taking it eaaasy.
Jeremy went home Thrusday...it was a good visit. He confuses me sometimes though...he is a wonderful young man, with all of the attributes, good breeding, morals, manners, intelligence...and yes, money...to make any woman happy. In fact, with the way he is and the things he has at his disposal...he should have women FLOCKING to be his significant other...his family brings in 2 million dollars a year. Minimum. Thats the perks of working in the tourist industry on Maui, LOL.He's kind and generous to a fault. He's intelligent, and he's not too bad looking, either. And yet...he can't get a girlfriend. How I know this is that he bitches to me about it all the time. That is all I seemed to hear...and I broke it down to simply this...
He must not really want one. If he wanted one, he could have one in a heartbeat...but the second someone shows interest, he comes up with all these reasons why he cant be with them. His standards seem to sky rocket. I think that he complains about not having a girfriend becuase...he honestly doesn't want one. And because he doesnt want one, and has no urge to be a partner to anyone...he feels strange. Its not normal, in his eyes. So...he complains. When he is ready and over whatever is holding him back, I'm sure he will find a woman within the week...but until then...if he really honestly doesnt want a girlfriend I wish that he would just admit it to himself, confront it, be comfortable with it...and stop complaining! I mean, come on, there is only so many positive things I can say, so many ways I can bolster his ego. I spent a whole morning telling him that he was a great and wonderful person and why. I love him, honest to goodness too, he's a very dear friend...but freakin a. He needs to make up his mind, and stop bitching.
When I come home I'll probably be exhausted and feeling worse then I do now, so My Doctor said that he would curl me up in bed and read Harry Potter to me, lol. Yeah, I haven't finished my copy yet, more's the pity, but we have been reading chapters together, outloud. Really fun. I like reading along while someone reads out loud, or doing the opposite. However, I'm not sure I'll want to, or be able to concentrate on the page...so I am just going to relax and listen to his voice as he reads to me. I'm really looking forward to this *smiles*
Ok, I need to get dressed and call My Doctor and get going for the evening. I hope you all have a beautiful weekend!
-SB