"i sold my soul for this...?"
oh....my....god....!!!!
this has got to be the weirdest life ever lived in the history of the world. i dunno if its just luck or chance or maybe i'm just that messed up, but my life has turned into some cheesy daytime soap opera! i think i should change my name to jessica and have an evil twin. :) anyways... where was i?
still working at winn-dixie, which hopefully will end soon. i'm the best cashier/bagger there so now i HAVE to quit. i wanna get a job at target...
still with kyle. our four month is coming up and i still havent gotten over my fear of commitment. not that it matters, he wont let me break up with him. he keeps saying that he's put up with so much crap from me that i can't just leave him cuz i want to. but hey, that's life.
my b-day was AMAZING this year! i went to busch gardens with my family (save for pam) and three friends, lish, ashley and my newest bestest friend ry ry. they bullied me all day and tried to put me in a trash can! meanies. yeah, but we're all cool. it was an awesome day. the presents were nice too :)
friday, i went to a 30 seconds to Mars concert and wow, im sucked in. it was sooo cool! i got pulled into three mosh pits and got so close to touching jared leto's hand that it hurt.
also, now my ex is trying to make me suicidal by turning people against me. yeah... like that'll work! i'm already suicidal, or so my psychiatrist tells me. that was a bit of a shock.
I SOLD MY SOUL FOR CHEESE.
double gloucester to be precise. dang, that stuff is good!!
oh well, lifes weird.
more later
byes!
this has got to be the weirdest life ever lived in the history of the world. i dunno if its just luck or chance or maybe i'm just that messed up, but my life has turned into some cheesy daytime soap opera! i think i should change my name to jessica and have an evil twin. :) anyways... where was i?
still working at winn-dixie, which hopefully will end soon. i'm the best cashier/bagger there so now i HAVE to quit. i wanna get a job at target...
still with kyle. our four month is coming up and i still havent gotten over my fear of commitment. not that it matters, he wont let me break up with him. he keeps saying that he's put up with so much crap from me that i can't just leave him cuz i want to. but hey, that's life.
my b-day was AMAZING this year! i went to busch gardens with my family (save for pam) and three friends, lish, ashley and my newest bestest friend ry ry. they bullied me all day and tried to put me in a trash can! meanies. yeah, but we're all cool. it was an awesome day. the presents were nice too :)
friday, i went to a 30 seconds to Mars concert and wow, im sucked in. it was sooo cool! i got pulled into three mosh pits and got so close to touching jared leto's hand that it hurt.
also, now my ex is trying to make me suicidal by turning people against me. yeah... like that'll work! i'm already suicidal, or so my psychiatrist tells me. that was a bit of a shock.
I SOLD MY SOUL FOR CHEESE.
double gloucester to be precise. dang, that stuff is good!!
oh well, lifes weird.
more later
byes!