Everytime I lose my self control, it feels like I can't let you go... I'm at the point of no return
Well... I could write about today, but... I am way too far in over my head with homework and projects and I just don't have time. I just wanted to leave a message for Christina...
Christina, got your call yesterday, I was at a birthday party, sorry I didn't call you back, I feel guilty about it. But I couldn't. My parents thought it was a bad idea and I knew they were right, even if I wanted to talk to you. I was working on projects until way late last night. Basically, I already had way too much homework this past weekend and then spending 6 hours with you... didn't exactly help. The homework situation, I mean. It really helped to see you, was able to get some of the stress out of my head for awhile, but... anyways, don't expect me to be able to talk at all this week until hopefully after school Friday. My projects are driving me crazy, and it's not that I don't love you or that school is more important to me than you, but... I'm sure you understand. You're having a lot of stress with school, too. So please, if you don't hear from me this week, don't freak out or anything. You're not losing me, I'm not seeing another girl, and I'm not dead. I just need to get all this out of the way. Thankfully the school year is coming to a close and hopefully we'll get to see each other a little more often this summer. And I really hope that the movie idea works! I love you a lot, and I always will. And if there is something important and you need to talk to me, you can call me, but just know that I'm a little stressed right now and need to get through this week. But no matter what, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you. That's what best friends are for. I love you.
"To the world you are only one person, but to one person you may be the world."
Christina, you ARE the world to me... <3<3<3 I love you...
Christina, got your call yesterday, I was at a birthday party, sorry I didn't call you back, I feel guilty about it. But I couldn't. My parents thought it was a bad idea and I knew they were right, even if I wanted to talk to you. I was working on projects until way late last night. Basically, I already had way too much homework this past weekend and then spending 6 hours with you... didn't exactly help. The homework situation, I mean. It really helped to see you, was able to get some of the stress out of my head for awhile, but... anyways, don't expect me to be able to talk at all this week until hopefully after school Friday. My projects are driving me crazy, and it's not that I don't love you or that school is more important to me than you, but... I'm sure you understand. You're having a lot of stress with school, too. So please, if you don't hear from me this week, don't freak out or anything. You're not losing me, I'm not seeing another girl, and I'm not dead. I just need to get all this out of the way. Thankfully the school year is coming to a close and hopefully we'll get to see each other a little more often this summer. And I really hope that the movie idea works! I love you a lot, and I always will. And if there is something important and you need to talk to me, you can call me, but just know that I'm a little stressed right now and need to get through this week. But no matter what, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you. That's what best friends are for. I love you.
"To the world you are only one person, but to one person you may be the world."
Christina, you ARE the world to me... <3<3<3 I love you...