I see the dream in me expire and there's no one left to blame it on...
A tear dripped down his face as he stood there, alone. The pain of the bruises were nothing compared to the pain of his heart. He had thought he had finally escaped it all. Escaped the cruelties of the world. But once again, he had nobody to lean on. The blotches on his face ached. He had gone through way too much. Maybe it was better for him to be alone. It wasn't easy, but he began tried to leave the memories behind. But only time could heal his bruises. And nothing would heal his abandonment...
Now, sorry for the sad thing I just wrote. But... I needed something to go with my drawing I made, ya know? Oh yeah, my drawing... wish I could scan it right now. It's my first anime pic, but people think I should try making mangas already. Though it took me quite a while to finish. I did it without even using another pic for reference. I started just doodling in my planner... and, hey, I made an eye! So I made one to match... soon, I was on the hair. I had decided to kinda make it look like me. Hair length got exaggerated a bit, but hey, I wasn't goin' the cheap way with the spikey look! I struggled with the hair a bit, but I thought it was easy enough if I made sure it was dark hair, which I have. Then I realized I needed ears, so I worked on them. Was a little trouble, but I had a pretty good anime head. And I draw the neck, though I didn't have room for anything below that, just didn't want a disembodied head. Then I realized... I drew an earring on him. And a choker. It had just came out like that. And he didn't look quite right. I erased his smile and turned it into a frown. I added some shading. And... before I knew it... I had what I had. A face that hid mystery, with eyes that told the story. Look deeply enough, and you see more than bruises. You see a very forsaken look. Yet, a small twinkle of hope, barely visible. His eyes may show pain and abandonment. But his mouth, though it is frowning, seems to have a slight determination to get through this.
I'm used to looking at visual art, but not my own. I was a decent artist when I was younger, but I haven't been that good. Still, this just flowed right out. Could anime be my thing...?
I know it sounds like a depressing picture. It is on the negative side. I originally intended it to be a bit more... happy. But it comes how it comes, huh? I didn't make the picture... well kinda, but not purposely. I dunno, maybe it came from somewhere inside of me. But I can't really think of it because... I'm kinda proud of myself. I started trying to draw Christina next, but I still can't get down light colored hair, so... anyways, doesn't look like her... but yeah, I'm tryin' a girl. I compared it to anime I know, and... it's anime, yet I have my own style. Did some part differently. Obviously I gotta develop my best style of it.
Anyways, about my day... boring as heck, and sick and tired of hearing about the obssession of the PSP. Who needs such a thing? All I need is a warm blanket, a good movie, and a girl named Christina Cesareo. :) Well, I got homework and clean my room and stuffs, so I'll conclude.
Now, sorry for the sad thing I just wrote. But... I needed something to go with my drawing I made, ya know? Oh yeah, my drawing... wish I could scan it right now. It's my first anime pic, but people think I should try making mangas already. Though it took me quite a while to finish. I did it without even using another pic for reference. I started just doodling in my planner... and, hey, I made an eye! So I made one to match... soon, I was on the hair. I had decided to kinda make it look like me. Hair length got exaggerated a bit, but hey, I wasn't goin' the cheap way with the spikey look! I struggled with the hair a bit, but I thought it was easy enough if I made sure it was dark hair, which I have. Then I realized I needed ears, so I worked on them. Was a little trouble, but I had a pretty good anime head. And I draw the neck, though I didn't have room for anything below that, just didn't want a disembodied head. Then I realized... I drew an earring on him. And a choker. It had just came out like that. And he didn't look quite right. I erased his smile and turned it into a frown. I added some shading. And... before I knew it... I had what I had. A face that hid mystery, with eyes that told the story. Look deeply enough, and you see more than bruises. You see a very forsaken look. Yet, a small twinkle of hope, barely visible. His eyes may show pain and abandonment. But his mouth, though it is frowning, seems to have a slight determination to get through this.
I'm used to looking at visual art, but not my own. I was a decent artist when I was younger, but I haven't been that good. Still, this just flowed right out. Could anime be my thing...?
I know it sounds like a depressing picture. It is on the negative side. I originally intended it to be a bit more... happy. But it comes how it comes, huh? I didn't make the picture... well kinda, but not purposely. I dunno, maybe it came from somewhere inside of me. But I can't really think of it because... I'm kinda proud of myself. I started trying to draw Christina next, but I still can't get down light colored hair, so... anyways, doesn't look like her... but yeah, I'm tryin' a girl. I compared it to anime I know, and... it's anime, yet I have my own style. Did some part differently. Obviously I gotta develop my best style of it.
Anyways, about my day... boring as heck, and sick and tired of hearing about the obssession of the PSP. Who needs such a thing? All I need is a warm blanket, a good movie, and a girl named Christina Cesareo. :) Well, I got homework and clean my room and stuffs, so I'll conclude.