Life is too short...
Does anyone else have parents that seem to care more about themsleves than they care about you? Of course some of you do. I have to keep telling myself that it has to be true because it actually helps me hang on to the little shred of sanity I still have left. I love my parents, don't get me wrong. But it's times like I've been experiencing lately that have reminded me of why I stayed sick for so long as a teenager. STRESS. And unfairly administered amount of stress. Stress that I honestly, as well as every other teenager out there, should not have had to deal with. Stress that I can't control because the law mandates that I don't choke someone until they pass out, and in stifling that action, I have no way to relieve that stress. Except of course to just remove the parties responsible for said stress COMPLETELY from my life. But how can I really do that? I can't just remove my parents from my life? It seems unfair to do that. They did, after all, give me life. But I am having a hard time dealing with them AT ALL.....as in, I can't even be around them in short bursts of time. *sigh* I haven't been this stretched to my limit since I was a teenager, and I am lost as to how I shoud handle all of it. *sigh* Hopefully, getting lost in my own little world for a while will soothe the ache all over.