what im up to now

[shadow240769]

my name is kevin my girl showed me this and i thought it would be a good idea i have reten in a jurnal and later i will post that but for now i go from now i got married to a women named denisse she is the mother of my son i left her and got with a married women stayed with her for a year left her to try and work out my marrige that did not happen so i tried getting back with angel but she was so high that  she did not know what she was loseing i just stoped loveing her i met the most amazeing girl through cristy her name rabecah i started talking to her over the phone she sounded so fucken hot then one night i got bored and sent her a messege then we realy started to talking at first i just had a crush but over time i fell in love with her i moved from yuma to arcadea la just to be with her willnow imliveing with her at her parents for now im trying to get a job but its hard i want to marry her but i think we need more time we are not haveing sex becouse thats what the past 3 years relasionships have been based on weve been together sense aug 17 and where so far so good and i swear if fate fucks this one up i will kill her she knows that i love her and that i want to marrie her but she knows i need to getstable first so i can take care of her she is just like me fun and i think she will be fun for a long time becouse she likes to play just like me she is my equel in so many ways it not even funny i well try my damdest not to fuck this one up i dont think i could she does scare me becouse im afread she will cheat on me becouse i wont give it up and she talks about all of these guys at school like she says that she wouldget on her neas and worship him but i hold back the things i want to say becouse i dont want to lose her or sound like an ass i may be a dick but im not going to controle what she says even if it hurts evey one has freedom of speach not just one person so i hold thing in ive been doing it for 23 going on 24 years i can deal alot better then every one else i do get jeluse but she will never see it in my face or the way i act becouse of how long ive had to do it will ive  ill try to keep this up dated ive got to go to bed

good night shadow