Oct 27, 2008 23:44
I just felt the need to put some stuff down in writing. I'm not going to tell anyone who they're about, but if you wanna talk to me about any of it, feel free to message me. Some of the people included will never read this anyway. Love you guys!!!
Confessions:
You’re one of my best friends, and I hope that never changes. Hell, you’re the one who will probably be my maid of honor. I just hope you won’t hate me for what I’m going for at the moment. I'm sorry, but its something I want to do.
You piss me off to no end, but you also make me smile. But I’m not entirely sure that I can trust you lately. You just keep hiding so much stuff and lying to me about a bunch of other stuff. So, what’s going on with you?
I’ve gotten jealous of you in the past, but I am no longer jealous. I hope never to be jealous of you again. I love you, you’re a great friend, and I’m sorry I was ever jealous of you. And I’m really happy for you, it’s about time you had a good guy.
You’ve been a great friend since the beginning of high school. I know you won’t, because you’re a great guy, but if you break her heart I’ll break your jaw. K?
I haven’t really known you very long, but you’ve already been a great friend. Thanks for helping me out with where I’m currently going, and for helping my friends out on the same page there. And yes, I know it’s cute.
In high school I thought you were just like everyone else with your popularity (on a high horse, inflated ego, etc). But now that I’ve gotten to actually know you a bit, I realize that I was horribly wrong. You’re awesome! Sorry I thought so poorly of you before.
I never knew you in high school, but I did know your brother…I like you better. Also, I want you to do what makes you happy, but I’m also hoping that you won’t be able to due to restrictions; I feel horrible about thinking that way, but you should know it’s because you’re my friend.
I think you jumped into it a little too quickly, but I’m glad you’ve found something to make you happy and a way to make it to the career you wanted. I’m gonna miss ya while you’re away.
I probably won’t be there for as long as I’d thought, if I’m there at all. You’ll hate my reason for it, but I hope you’ll understand it in time. You’ve been a great friend through high school and now, and I’m hoping that won’t change.