Bored
I’m sooo bored and I feel bad about it ‘cause I’m on the end of chapter 42 of my story ‘Protect Me, Love Me’ and I’m stuck! It’s not that I’m blocked its more that the part I’m writing is boring to write… its interesting to read but so fucking boring to write.
It’s not fair!!! Plus I can’t even find anything good to read. I’ve read all my stories so many times I know them by heart and I think if I keep reading them either my head will explode or I’ll hate the story… which ever comes first.
One of the main problems is that I have two other stories in mind that I wanna start writing after I finish this one. Both are Four Brothers, which is making my trying to write even harder. Every time I try and write my mind drifts to the other stories I wanna write. And before anyone says it.. I can’t just start another story.
If I do try and start another story I’ll never be able to finish ‘Protect Me, Love Me’ and then I’ll have I don’ know how many people on my ass! My friend Sami will probably reach through the computer and strangle me if I don’ finish. Let alone how many others who are addicted.
The part where I’m at is the end of the story there are only gonna be a few chapters after this one and I think that’s another reason why I can’t write. I love the story as much as my readers and thinking about ending it is just… upsetting. I love the world I created and the characters but the ending is coming and I can’t think of doing a sequel ‘cause it just.. won’t work.
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*stomps* I wanna write and I’m just gonna write past the boring part, which isn’t that much longer actually, and then when I’m done with the chapter I guess I’ll just go back and fix, or re-write, what I want.
I’m just procrastinating and I know it I just.. I want one of my stories to update or want something to read then I’ll start writing again. *sighs* I’m sooo board!!
And this did not help it just showed me that I’m being a whiny baby. *sticks out lip* fine, fine, I’ll go write! *hmph*
~shadow