Aug 10, 2012 17:07
Minus is my 8 year old three legged cat. He is a rescue that i got 4 years ago. At first, I looked at him and wondered why I wasn't give a normal cat with 4 legs, but over the years I watch this three legged cat do everything any other cat can do. I have been amazed by the endurance of this small animal.
Two months ago - I noticed he started to loose weight. I took him to the vet and all the tests came back clean. We gave him a steroid that helped and he stopped barfing as much. Then the last two weeks the weight loss increased.
Today went to the vet and Minus has cancer. It was the only thing it could be after some tests were done. He is weak and weights only 5.7 pounds.. but I just could not put him down. I am such a wimp.. He got a another steroid shot that will hopefully make him feel better.. but i couldn't put him down.. and it is so hard to watch him die... oh... this is such a hard thing... I am just crying and crying.. I don't want to be the one who puts him down.. I don't want to watch him suffer.. It hurts so much...
I am soooooo sad... *sob*