Past, Present, Future
Well, here I am wondering as to how a couple of friends of mine are doing, as I haven't heard from them in months. One of them I know where he lives, yet am not able to try and get there to see if I can locate him. I'd try to get his phone number, yet I don't know his last name at all. While another, I can only get in touch with over furcadia. Yet I haven't seen him nor his brother on there in a long while now. So I have no way to get in touch with him, except for the hope that he is able to get on furcadia sometime so I can get in touch with him once more. And tonight there were a number of people online on my BL on MSN as well as furcadia, yet only a few had talked with me. Which only lasted for about an hr or so. Thus I ended up feeling rather alone, as I just sat here mostly watching tv and contemplating a game, yet still distracted just enough by the internet so I didn't get to playing a game. And once again I signed off about 6:40 PM or so. Shortly after that I went to a 7 'o clock movie, for I have nothing else to do. I've beaten a good number of my games and played them all so much that I've gotten to virtually know them extremely well, which makes playing them rather dull. Especially by myself, most of the people here in town that I know seem to be mainly into hard rock and death metal and are constantly talking about bands and concerts. Yet I don't listen to much rock or death metal, if any. So I never know what they're really talking about, only able to just stand there and nod my head a bit as I listen. So basically, there are few people in this town that I can talk to who can actually relate to anything that I'm into. Thus, I usually just spend most of my time to myself. Which I use pondering about the future a bit. As I keep thinking of what the upcoming months might bring. Whether I'll be able to try and locate my friend with whom I only know his first name, or if I'll have to wait even longer. What will happen when summer rolls around, as there are a few things I still need to figure out. I suppose you could say that I am always pondering the future and wondering what it will bring. I am looking forward to this summer quite a bit, yet also tring to figure out how to make a few things work in the span of a week or so. Such as trying to visit Kaji for a day or two, then starting on my long drive down to Texas to hopefully be able to room with my bro Myrm as well as with Shadow Fox. On the drive i was pondering as to whether I would be able to spare a bit of time and try to locate my friend, or if I will have to wait a while yet again. Huhhhhnnn, the future always leaves much to be pondered and thought about, and the same goes for the past.