you know you have insomnia when...
..you start writing poetry about tulips. hahaha.
so i most definitly went from monoish sleeping habits- as in sleeping over 20 hours a day...to insomnia and i cannot sleep at all. lamest ever. i layed in bed forever.
as much as i try not to think about it...i cant get over the thoughts of how bad i just want to mean something to someone and have them mean something back. there has to be some point in my life when i wont be alone. im so impatient. the feeling of being cared for is so forgein to me that even if i come across it, i might not recognize it. knowing me, i'll probably run from it. thats the way i go. repeat cycle
i think i'll attempt this sleep thing again. wish me luck.
so i most definitly went from monoish sleeping habits- as in sleeping over 20 hours a day...to insomnia and i cannot sleep at all. lamest ever. i layed in bed forever.
as much as i try not to think about it...i cant get over the thoughts of how bad i just want to mean something to someone and have them mean something back. there has to be some point in my life when i wont be alone. im so impatient. the feeling of being cared for is so forgein to me that even if i come across it, i might not recognize it. knowing me, i'll probably run from it. thats the way i go. repeat cycle
i think i'll attempt this sleep thing again. wish me luck.