Where I'm at now
Unable to care about work and life. Part of me is saying this is just the long winter with not enough exercise or sunlight. On the other hand wondering if it will soon be time for a decennial major change (yes, I used a dictionary to find that word). Almost 10 years ago now I tossed everything about what I was doing, who my friends were, and even big parts of who I was. Roughly 20 years ago that I also made a major change, (possibly first big decision of my life), changing schools, leaving behind all my friends, and changing my identity somewhat.
A big difference is that each of those past two times I had a reasonably good idea of what the change might mean and why I was doing it. Today not so much. Also, not nearly as desperate, just blah. I should probably try exercise and sunlight before doing anything rash.
A big difference is that each of those past two times I had a reasonably good idea of what the change might mean and why I was doing it. Today not so much. Also, not nearly as desperate, just blah. I should probably try exercise and sunlight before doing anything rash.