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[shadesofghrey]

do you ever just sit there and think about what it will be like when everyone you love dies? i do...randomly, without even meaning to. its really depressing and never fails to bring a tear to my eye. once when i was like 7 and in the car on vacation i started thinking about how sad i'd be if my parents died. but i just sat there crying silently

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[codethis]

am i a loved one?

[shadesofghrey]

of course i love you, but you weren't dying. it was more my family today.

[codethis]

awww i love you too

i'm sorry, i dont think of my loved ones dying, i worry about when i die

i cant handle the thought of not being anymore, not being able to think scares me to death

[shadesofghrey]

yea, i worry about when i die too. i cant decide which scares me more though: me dying or everyone else dying and me being left all alone.

[codethis]

ill be there for you if you need me, and i'l be at your funeral, as weird as that sounds lol

i want people to laugh and smile and have fun at my funeral, not be sad

[shadesofghrey]

thanks, you're awesome.
i'll go to your funeral too, and make sure people enjoy themselves lol

[codethis]

too? we cant both go to the others funeral lol, not physically possible

but yea

[shadesofghrey]

haha i obviously was not thinking...
what i meant was if you die first i'll go to your funeral.
i still cant believe i said that...

[codethis]

yea lol its kinda weird