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i havent been on here in a while.
facebook has kind of taken over.
kind of what myspace did for everyone else long ago.
i leave tomorrow. i cant sleep. my eyes hurt.
you know, i honestly did not think i would cry at all. ive been so filled with excitement for the passed, well, summer, and even more during the last week... and i felt far from tears. but then yesterday it hit me exactly what im leaving. but i still didnt cry. i felt weird, but i didnt cry.
saying goodbye to nick and chris is what really did it. ive never said goodbye to them where it meant that i may not see them for possibly months. ive seen them almost everyday since i was six years old. it hit me that i wont be able to just go over to their house whenever i want like i always do. and thats the weirdest. they are the hardest thing to leave.
im absolutely exhausted emotionally. youd think id just drop but at times like these i really feel like writing. gosh, this is all so overwhelming. its just such a huge step, a huge transition, a huge change.
i am ecstatic though! i cannot wait for this next chapter in my life. its beginning to be a bit nervewracking, but i know i have such great new things ahead of me. and that of course is worth everything.
facebook has kind of taken over.
kind of what myspace did for everyone else long ago.
i leave tomorrow. i cant sleep. my eyes hurt.
you know, i honestly did not think i would cry at all. ive been so filled with excitement for the passed, well, summer, and even more during the last week... and i felt far from tears. but then yesterday it hit me exactly what im leaving. but i still didnt cry. i felt weird, but i didnt cry.
saying goodbye to nick and chris is what really did it. ive never said goodbye to them where it meant that i may not see them for possibly months. ive seen them almost everyday since i was six years old. it hit me that i wont be able to just go over to their house whenever i want like i always do. and thats the weirdest. they are the hardest thing to leave.
im absolutely exhausted emotionally. youd think id just drop but at times like these i really feel like writing. gosh, this is all so overwhelming. its just such a huge step, a huge transition, a huge change.
i am ecstatic though! i cannot wait for this next chapter in my life. its beginning to be a bit nervewracking, but i know i have such great new things ahead of me. and that of course is worth everything.