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I forgot all about this thing until Jeff asked me to read one of his entries some time back. Reading some of my old entries is... overwhelming.
They are all so bitter-sweet, reminding of obstacles overcome and also relationships lost. There is one woman that I really let slip through my fingers. I'll always burden my conscience with some of the memories I wrote down in here some five years ago. Well, closer to eight now.
I'm getting old, and things are looking up for maybe the first time ever in my adolescent life. I think that I might finally arrive at a destination that is somewhere close to getting over my ex soon. I've always had a problem with that. I think I have some sort of a carreer nailed down, and I know how to go about getting there. Finally, I think I have really come to terms with my dependent personality recently. Chemical dependence has kind of defined me for a while, I think. The idea of all of it kind of simplified itself in my mind. A revelation that I am incapable of typing out.
More to come. I feel as if I have found an old friend.
They are all so bitter-sweet, reminding of obstacles overcome and also relationships lost. There is one woman that I really let slip through my fingers. I'll always burden my conscience with some of the memories I wrote down in here some five years ago. Well, closer to eight now.
I'm getting old, and things are looking up for maybe the first time ever in my adolescent life. I think that I might finally arrive at a destination that is somewhere close to getting over my ex soon. I've always had a problem with that. I think I have some sort of a carreer nailed down, and I know how to go about getting there. Finally, I think I have really come to terms with my dependent personality recently. Chemical dependence has kind of defined me for a while, I think. The idea of all of it kind of simplified itself in my mind. A revelation that I am incapable of typing out.
More to come. I feel as if I have found an old friend.