I was walking with a ghost

Jun 04, 2005 18:26

"She often screamed, and sometimes violent. And when she screamed she never was silent." It was like a pinprick in the back of my mind, always calling me back to it. I'd try to shut it out, cause my head still hurt wicked bad. Couldn't move alot and I wasn't sure if I'd hit my head really hard or maybe something really had happened to me. ( Read more... )

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neverbeenfree June 5 2005, 01:31:20 UTC
Breathing hard I just leaned back in the chair as her nails scratched deeply into my collarbone. At least Dad wasn't here anymore, I didn't have anything left to give him. Not fair that I was all tied to the chair now that I was finally strong enough to fight back. Strong enough to kill him if I wanted to, and I wanted to. Wanted to hear him scream but instead I just kept screaming. Screaming and screaming until my throat was raw and I could barely even breathe. He left, and she was back. The dark one. Singin' her lullabies and straddling my lap.

Her fingers in my hair brought me swiftly back to reality as she bent her head down to run her tongue along the blood on my collarbone.

"Please." The words left my lips barely above a whisper, and it was only a second before I realized she hadn't really hurt me that much. No more then it hurt to get locked up in solitary with a couple horny night guards. But why was my Dad here? "Please, don't let him come back." I begged her, because tied to a chair and bleeding for her was preferable to facing him again. Would rather have her keep me then turn me back over to him. If he was who she was talkin' about.

"Why am I here?" I asked her, my voice breaking everytime I felt her cold tongue on my skin. Yeah, I got the fact that she was vamp lady, but why wasn't I dead then? Why go to so much trouble to break a slayer outta prison? Didn't make any kind of sense to me.

As long as she didn't turn me back over to him, I didn't care. I wanted to stay in the dark, I didn't want them to come back for me. Stay still like a good girl and it wont hurt. It always hurt.

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_black_goddess_ June 5 2005, 03:29:56 UTC
The pixies started bickering about my head, telling me that my little raven was all confused. They tasted sweetest then...like honey...

"Tisk tisk tisk, it's not at all logic my sweet, it's always about fun and games." Giggling madly in her ear before tightening my fist in her beautiful hair. It was so soft and silky, like digging your hands in the earth and feeling the worms crawl over your skin.

"You're here my pretty because I wish it, I want you here sweet little one..." I ran the tips of my fingers down her face, running my fingers over her broken lip. "You're so pretty when you cry..." I murmured against her skin, licking the salt of her tears again. "I bet you're like one of my visions when you break...break so pretty don't you my pretty little raven."

Slowly I lifted myself off of her lap, hearing my dress swish as I moved, turning into a lullaby in my ears. "Sleep, pretty darling, Do not cry, And I will sing a lullaby." My body moved with the tune and I sang softly, stopping every time she flinched. A soft smile crossed my lips and I moved back towards her, kneeling in front of her. "What secrets do you hide my precious? Hmm...tell mummy and she'll make it all better..."

Tilting my head to the side I smiled and leaned towards her, my nose touching hers lightly like a stolen kiss. "Look into my eyes my sweet raven...let me see all those naughty little nightmares that haunt such pretty eyes..." Reaching up and running a pale finger down her cheek I darted my tongue across her lips as her eyes met mine.

Ohhh I so wish Daddy was here to enjoy this! I so do miss his games. He'd love the darknes in her eyes, he'd make it even darker. Oh yes he would!

Ohhh such darkness inside them, such pretty darkness. I wanted to reach out and snatch it back with naughty little fingers. But I couldn't, must wait, the reward is most worth waiting for. "Who's your deepest desire my pretty pet? Hmmm? Tell mummy and I'll keep the bad daddy away..."

There was a flicker in her eyes, like a light switch. In a flash it was gone, so lost and gone.

"I know..." I giggled, grinning and speaking above a hushed whisper like children on chrismas morning. "I know what my sweet craves...I'll give you what you crave pretty raven..."

She wished for Daddy...my Daddy...

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neverbeenfree June 5 2005, 07:41:03 UTC
She was so close, her tongue darting out and running across my bottom lip. Who did I want to see? My deepest desire? I couldn't even tell what she was talkin' about and I was starting to think I needed a special crazy bitch dictionary to figure out what she was talkin' about. What I craved was to not be here, to be outta this chair and away from her and him and any other ghosts that might pop out of the shadows to haunt me. Eat away at me.

I was about to open my mouth to say something to her when I got lost in her eyes again. Suffocating in the dark pools until I couldn't focus on a single other thought. Just her, just those eyes and then she wasn't even her at all. There he was kneeling down on the floor in front of me, his arms resting across my thighs.

"Angel." I breathed out. Untie me! Get me outta here! That was what he was here to do, right? Rescue me? Just like he did in that dark rainy alleyway that one night? "Hurry up and untie me before she comes back."

But he didn't, he just sorta sat there and gave me a curious look for a minute. What was he doing? We didn't have that much time! She'd be back and she'd bring my Dad with her and I just wanted to get outta here. His face was inches from mine before he finally backed up slightly. What was he doing?

"Angel?" I asked again, narrowing my eyes in confusion.

"It's me, Faith." He said seriously before his serious expression began to slowly fade into a malicious smirk. "Why would I let you out of here? This is redemption. Can't you feel it? The pain, all those people you hurt. You can't ever make up for it, all you can do is punish yourself. Over and over again. Trust me, I know."

"Angel, please let me outta here." I could feel the tears welling up behind my eyes cause I just wanted to get outta here so fucking bad.

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_black_goddess_ June 5 2005, 08:05:48 UTC
Reaching up I slowly touched her cheek, wiping the tears away, humming softly. "Hush little Faithy...don't say a word..." I leaned in and brought my face close to hers. "You know you can't run anymore, everything's finally caught up with you. Now it's going to drown you."

Cocking my head to the side I ran my hand over her, loving how she looked all bound like that. "You all tied up and waiting for me Faith? I mean this is what you've wanted isn't it my darling?" Moving my body closer to hers as my hands took their own path of violation.

"C'mon Faith...I know you want this...me. It'll be fun..." A wicked grin crossed my lips and I leaned in, brushing my lips against hers as my fingers laced up into her hair. "Bondage fun...I can feel how you want it..."

My lips pressed firmly against her's, my tongue snaking out hiss...hiss... and into her mouth as my hand tightened in her hair.

Ohhh such a wicked little thing, the desire rolls off my pretty raven like waves of fire. The flames lick, lick, licking at my flesh. They threaten to burn and scar.

Pulling back from her lips I grinned at her, still in her desires guise, as my hand snaked under her shirt to touch her smooth flesh. "It's time for what you've always wanted..." I murmured, reaching down and into the waistband of her pants as my lips claimed her's once again.

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neverbeenfree June 6 2005, 00:18:28 UTC
"Fun? Angel, please let me out." I begged him, my voice choking on a sob as his fingers continued to work over my body. Instinctively my eyes closed because I had wanted this for so long. I'd wanted him for so long but not like this! He had to let me outta here, before that crazy bitch came back. Before my Dad came back. Couldn't we go somewhere else for bondage fun? But he was right. This was my punishment, my redemption. I couldn't make it right so I'd just burn over and over and over again.

I pressed my lips to his, tears falling on his cold face from my eyes as I tried desperately to kill a little bit of the cold pit of dread eating at my soul. Then just as quick he had pulled away and his fingers trailed down my abdomen and across the waist of my pants. A pair of sweatpants someone must have put me in because it wasn't my usual orange jumpsuit. Swallowing hard I watched as his hand disappeared and soon it was flicking over my clit before disappearing inside of me.

Letting my mouth fall open in a gasp I leaned my head back against the chair. As he continued to work on me, I was still squirming against the rope holding me in place. Closing my eyes I knew this was wrong, so fucking wrong. Good for nothing little slut, isn't that what Dad had said?

"See, I knew you'd like this. I always knew about you, how wrong and dirty you are inside just like on the outside. You weren't meant to be in the outside world, Faith. You were meant to suffer behind bars, all tied up and twisted. This is where the killers belong." His voice was low and dark as the sadistic smile spread even wider across his face.

"No. I promise I'll be good, just let me g....." My voice trailed off as he pressed harder inside of me and a low moan escaped my throat. He was right, I was wrong and bad and I belonged in this dark little room all tied up. I liked the pain too much.

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_black_goddess_ June 6 2005, 00:43:39 UTC
tisk....tisk...tisk...such a naughty little bird...

Slim fingers slipped further inside her, making sure to keep my thumb on her clit, that sweet little button that would make my pretty raven explode from the inside. I let my other hand trail a cool trail over her flesh, scratching and pulling whenever I saw fit to hear those lovely sounds she so did love to make.

"Such a pretty play thing you are Faith, you like this...I can feel you. You're so fucking wet and tight around my fingers..." My lips parted and I started to pant and press my Daddy illusioned body to hers. "So tight Faith...I bet you want it to hurt? Good, you deserve it...you deserve all that hurt...and more..." I leaned in and pressed my nose against her neck, nipping and sucking her skin with tiny human teeth, minding my fangs...for now.

Being a bit naughty I bit down on her flesh a bit more roughly - daring not to break the skin - and I slipped a third finger into her all at once, watching with delight as she arched in the chair towards my fingers. "Don't worry Faithy...I'll make it hurt real good..." My fingers started moving inside her quicker and with sharper thrusts as I watched her body pull deliciously against the binds.

"Mmmm Faith, you bleed so pretty..." I whispered like a secret against her neck when I quirked my fingers up inside her even more, feeling her shudder and shake. "C'mon Faith...my sweet Faith..." My fingers moved faster inside her, quick like lightening as the sharp scent of her blood started to fill the air. It was so sharp and strong, ohhh how I love the smell of slayers blood...

"Faith..." I pulled back and let my eyes met hers. "Give me what I want...you know what I want..."

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neverbeenfree June 6 2005, 01:44:45 UTC
A tongue darted out between my lips as he continued to work me over, I was still squirming against the ropes on my wrists and ankles but this time I was squirming to press my hips towards him. Breathing hard a low moan left my throat as his teeth lightly nipped the skin of my neck. Swallowing hard I knew I was about to go over the edge and he was so right. I got off on the pain, I wanted it like this. Sometimes I dreamed of golden sweetness, of Buffy's warm nimble tongue on my nether parts. Mostly I thought of how much it always hurts.

He wanted it, I wanted it and at least this was a nice distraction from the other things that had happened in this room. It was Angel and even if he thought I deserved the pain he'd always rescue me, never give up on me cause that was what he did. And he wanted it, so I'd give it to him. Arching against the rope I felt myself start to give in, that tingle starting in my toes and workin' it's way up. Racking through my entire body.

I knew I was just about to give in when suddenly his mouth moved to my throat. "That's my girl." He whispered just as his fangs sank deeply into my neck. My mouth opened and a cry of pain escaped but I was already too close to stop. I tried to push him away but I was still tied to the chair and I felt myself swept away as I came and he drank greedily from my throat. Tears rolling down my cheeks as I yelled and screamed.

Finally it subsided and I was breathing wicked hard. Mercifully his fangs dislodged from my throat and as he began to pull away things changed again.

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_black_goddess_ June 6 2005, 02:50:49 UTC
...Naughty little princess...can't keep her fangs to herself...it was just a little taste...ohhh such a sweet taste...so sweetly twisted...ohhh she was so pretty brokenly twisted...I could see it...the fairy's told me so...

Her blood was sweet on my tongue and I could feel the blackness from inside her fill me, I almost let it consume me when little flickers of light flashed before my eyes and I saw what my raven really craved in her darkest of hearts.

I was a good mummy, who am I to deny my precious what she wanted? I would never do such things.

My fangs slipped out of her neck slowly and I darted my cool tongue out against her flesh, lapping the blood and letting the wound heal. I didn't need my sweet birdy to expire before I was done with playtime. Plus grandmum would be awfully cross with me.

"I know you don't really want me Faith." I murmur against her neck, feeling myself shift and change before her death like eyes. "You've always wanted Angel but you wanted him because you couldn't have me...thought your next best thing would be me." I licked my lips and looked over at her, my nose touching hers as light eyes met dark. "I know you wanted to scream my name Faith...so why don't I make you? Hmm...."

Moving my fingers deeper into her I pressed the base of my hand against her clit, making sure to give her all the naughty little friction she wanted, what she craved. "Now, now Faith...remember I want you to scream my name when you come..." A cruel smirk crossed my lips as I brought them whispered close to hers, breathing the name the truely desired. "Buffy." My lips crushed down on hers as my hand laced in her silky hair only to deepen the kiss.

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neverbeenfree June 6 2005, 10:23:55 UTC
"Buffy." I whispered, staring in awe at the golden haired figure kneeling in front of me. How often had I wished for this moment? B on her knees in front of me, her fingers pushing me over into the brink. But in my little fantasies she never wore that cruel smile and I usually wasn't tied to a chair and bleeding. This wasn't right, how were they all showing up here? One right after another. First Dad, and Angel and now Buffy and where was the crazy vampire? The brunette who liked to sing me songs? Had I scared her off? Bored her? Or maybe she knew that B and I needed some time alone together.

"Buffy, please. Please you have to let me out of her. Please save me. Please." I begged her wishing that she would save me again despite the fact that she never really wanted to.

Suddenly her fingers tangled roughly in my hair and her lips crushed to mine before she demanded that I scream her name when I come. If I could I would scream her name everytime I come. All she ever had to do was ask me but it didn't make sense that she would ask me now. Now that I was trapped in this hell, what was she doing here? She was light sweetness trapped beneath golden hair and smooth tan skin. She shouldn't be stuck here in hell with me.

"You have to let me outta here!" I yelled as she continued pushing inside of me until I couldn't take it anymore. I felt myself easily slide over the edge again and before I could stop myself I was screaming her name and the name of everything else I'd ever known. I didn't think I'd ever stop screaming as I jerked against the ropes holding me in place.

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_black_goddess_ June 7 2005, 08:37:20 UTC
A smirk dances acoss my face. "Ohhh Faith, how long I've waited for you to say that...mmm...Please...yes Faith...please beg..." I leaned in again and brushed my lips against hers before ghosting soft kisses over her jaw line to her ear. "I love it when you beg me...it gets me all hot...Mmmm I bet you can't wait to get your tongue between my legs...isn't that right?"

Not waiting for an answer I moved my fingers faster inside her, keeping my eyes to hers as she came again, her body pulling the ropes making her flesh burn as they rubbed and tickled my nose with the scent.

Leaning back on my heels I started to laugh, letting the glamor fade away like a dying child's heartbeat. Giggling madly I bring my fingers to my lips, my eyes meeting her dark ones, taking pleasure of the dazed look in them mixing with the taste of her blood and come on my tongue.

"My pretty little raven...looking so lost and alone...don't worry mummy will take good care of you..." Cocking my head to the side I crawl up to her and press my fingers to her lips. "Now open wide, mummy has a surprise for you...mmmm and what a treat it is..."

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