this is the first year that i won't be able to go back home to see my family for thanksgiving, so i've been really mopey and kind of sad about it. i mean, i know i get to go home for christmas and it's not that far away, and i know thanksgiving is just one day and it's pretty much all about food, but it still feels weird that i can't be there and can't have all the good things my mom makes :/ i think it's just all the holiday stuff is making me feel homesick. i ended up spilling all of this to victor over the phone, cos i think he picked up that i was bummed out, so he really cheered me up by offering for he and gui and i to have a thanksgiving dinner together! so i'm gonna make some mash and veggies, and i think gui is gonna get some roasted chicken or something. it's really great of them and helps me feel better. i'm lucky to have such sweet friends :)
in other news, this weekend i was going through some boxes of old stuff from back home that were shoved back in the closet and almost forgot they were there, and i found an OLD ep from the band seapony that i used to be in before i moved here!! it was just for fun for me, just so i could say i was in a band. i don't believe i have any real musical talent, but it was still fun to do, and i'm still proud of it <3 we just did a little 5 song ep thing, soooooooo i'm a bit nervous to share, cos i'm not sure who here has even heard me sing, but remember: i am well aware i don't have a great voice at all, BUT, i still like to sing anyway, haha
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