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i can't believe i'm basically moved into my new flat!! i still have unpacking to do so there's a lot of boxes everywhere, but i really like this place, and things have been good so far. vic and gui helped me move a lot of my stuff, which was so sweet of them. i'm excited to decorate too but i might need some help with ideas, i'm looking at you pip and vince! it's awesome knowing vic and gui are only 15 minutes away, and i'm even a little closer to sugarape.
pete came over this past weekend and we sorted some stuff out and tried on each other's clothes XD he tried on so many of my dresses, and seriously, he looked a lot better in them than me, he's got smaller hips and a much nicer ass and legs, i think they all flattered him really well. then we took some rolled up socks and gave him tits to really fill it out, it was so much fun, we took pics but i won't share them on here, I GUESS. i tried on his jeans which were pretty baggy and a few of his shirts, my favourite one was this older blur shirt and i kept going on about how cool it was, so he let me borrow it and i've been wearing it a lot cos it's just really soft and worn feeling. thanks pete!
on thursday night i went out for some drinks with vic and pete just to hang out, and we're just chatting and GUESS WHO walks in the place?!?! CALIX and the band, and i instantly froze up and felt so nervous and didn't know how to act or what to do and i was asking the boys if i should go up to him or not (as if i was a teen again), and pete was saying go over and then vic goes "i'll go over!" and just went right up to them and was talking and then i saw him go right to calix and point over to me and i turned beet red, i was so embarrassed. i put my head down on the bar but pete grabbed my hand and said let's just go over, it's fine. so we went over and calix said hi and asked how i was and shook my hand :D so while pete and vic were chatting with the band i was just kind of standing around working up the nerve to talk to calix again, but he was busy talking with some other girls and with the band and i didn't wanna interrupt. i can't expect all his attention, i'm just glad he looked at me and seemed to remember me. later when we were back at vic's he tried to "break it to me" that calix probably isn't interested, but honestly, i think calix could be..he might be, i just don't wanna come on too strong and he just might be shy or maybe he's distracted, you know? i still think there's a chance.
pete came over this past weekend and we sorted some stuff out and tried on each other's clothes XD he tried on so many of my dresses, and seriously, he looked a lot better in them than me, he's got smaller hips and a much nicer ass and legs, i think they all flattered him really well. then we took some rolled up socks and gave him tits to really fill it out, it was so much fun, we took pics but i won't share them on here, I GUESS. i tried on his jeans which were pretty baggy and a few of his shirts, my favourite one was this older blur shirt and i kept going on about how cool it was, so he let me borrow it and i've been wearing it a lot cos it's just really soft and worn feeling. thanks pete!
on thursday night i went out for some drinks with vic and pete just to hang out, and we're just chatting and GUESS WHO walks in the place?!?! CALIX and the band, and i instantly froze up and felt so nervous and didn't know how to act or what to do and i was asking the boys if i should go up to him or not (as if i was a teen again), and pete was saying go over and then vic goes "i'll go over!" and just went right up to them and was talking and then i saw him go right to calix and point over to me and i turned beet red, i was so embarrassed. i put my head down on the bar but pete grabbed my hand and said let's just go over, it's fine. so we went over and calix said hi and asked how i was and shook my hand :D so while pete and vic were chatting with the band i was just kind of standing around working up the nerve to talk to calix again, but he was busy talking with some other girls and with the band and i didn't wanna interrupt. i can't expect all his attention, i'm just glad he looked at me and seemed to remember me. later when we were back at vic's he tried to "break it to me" that calix probably isn't interested, but honestly, i think calix could be..he might be, i just don't wanna come on too strong and he just might be shy or maybe he's distracted, you know? i still think there's a chance.